Well, I always related to the teachings of my church, I couldn't understand the reality of God, although I knew him to be real in my heart, however, I was easily able to understand the teachings in relation to the every day life I lived and Saw from others.., my onward push to understand the truth, brought it all together.. I understand after a childhood of misconceptions and supposedly truth, even how some choose to manipulate a person, can be scarring, and put a damper on the Truth of the REality, but the Truth is still there, you just have to be willing to search for it, My search led me all over the World and Through Out the Universe, and it all makes sense to Me, as I know it does with others. It's a evolution of mind, spirit, and body one must go through. Everybody has their own pace, and I'm able to love and understand everybody because of it....
but that's another thing too, God isn't just about Love, or even Hate, he is Neutral in All Things, that is the Natural state of God to me... Balance.