Also homosexuality according to the bible is an abomination, yes. However, it is supposed to be a punishment inflicted upon the world for a life of iniquity. If homosexuality (in man as well as animals) does not occur naturally, and it is completely a choice, then why cant I get the idea of dick out of my head sometimes? It isnt that I
want to think about it really, it just pops in there and so happens I get a boner too. However I have been "teetotaling," if you will, for 6 years. Dont think I will ever bother with another actual man due to the fact it makes me feel wierd. I cant do the kissing and I hate having my nipples touched. Really wierd. But normal.
I cannot help it that if HS is indeed a
choice, then it
has to be some kind of subliminal choice I had been goaded into making, most likely due to a society that is in complete and utter moral freefall for at least the last 80 years. Living in a consumer society, being bombarded by advertising made by hard working men with families who pay taxes and hire other hard working, tax paying men to build those societies up, and since the second world war when women went full time into jobs to help support the war effort caused the breakup of homes, and for the separation of children from their parents. In my case, dad was off in Korea or Germany or Egypt or wherever the hell he went, and I spent most of my childhood under the influence of my mother, grandmother, and sister.
Im in touch with my feminine side, and im sure the ease at which I can approach and lay a woman pisses other guys off, but its not my fault. I know how women think, and I apply my knowledge. Also, I have no interest in modern day gladiator sports of the stinking masses, so i get my
real world and national news elsewhere. I even have conversations with homophobic individuals, about homosexuality, while remaining neutral and still giving them some things to go home thinking about. You never know, you might even see me on tv someday and never know it, making positive change in this world.
There is a lot more behind anyone's ideals, religious views, sexuality, nationality... and at the risk of sounding like an EEO seminar, it is just not worth it. Someone might hate me if I told them I had sucked some meat in my day, yet they had praised me for years about all my virtues. What sense does that make? That person is so dense in the head they cannot see the forest for the trees? Alas, that is why their opinion matters to me not. Makes about as much sense as having a seething hatred for someone that loves Harley motorcycles, or someone who plays guitar.
Also, some people just need an ass beating. I was partying in college at the gay dorm, and as a guy dressed in a devil suit passed by I commented on his tail. "Nice tail" is all I said and this guy went off. Told me to come down there and say it to him, so I laughed and remarked "I meant no harm by it, after all it is Halloween." But he told me in a forceful tone to get down there and tell it to him. So I asked him if he really wanted me to come down there. So I did. I got directly in his face and screamed in my MILITARY voice that he has no idea who the fuck he is talking to and I was 2 minutes from shoving his hand in his ass. Well he pussed out and ran off crying, and I really was looking for a fight, but I was going to let him have the honour of hitting me first. After that, I was going to break his arm in self defense. Boom. Asshole.
Gays that actually cannot defend themselves have to put up with this shit on a constant basis. In person I simply dont stand for it if someone is aggressive. I protect ALL people, from ALL enemies, FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC.
Also, sorry for getting worked up on this topic. It is a refreshing change for me, as I seem to be consumed by doom, yet I have faith in humanity, We all just need a different perspective is all.
I suggest ALL start here if not already:
Plato - The Allegory of the Cave
