IAm5toned
Well-Known Member
Im 18, got no Job, no car, suspended license.
At home ALL the time I only have 4 friends and barley get to see three of them. School fucking sucks ass and everyone at my school is a bitch.
Only time i ever go out is on the weekends.
I feel extremely depressed all the time, (im a party kind of guy)
The only time i feel happy is when im out of the house.
Please give me reasons not to commit suicide.
Many threads about ppl killing themselfs are just fucking with you, i on the other hand, am not kidding. And if you think this is a joke go fuck yourself
I BARLEY get through the day without weed. If i don't have it, ill be in my bed all day doing absolutely nothing, not moving, not sleeping, just nothing.
BUT THE MOST PROBLEM IS, is that i need my own house, i DESPERATELY NEED IT!!!
My grandmother is fucking driving me up the wall, shes always on my ass, she repeats her self 24/7 it never stops, endless chores, she's always in a bitchy mood.
My grandfather is extremely strict..
Im a child in this house, they told me themselfs.
And i still get "grounded" sometimes id rather live in a fucking trash can.
give you a reason not to kill yourself?
why dont you give yourself a reason not to kill yourself, get a job (even a shitty one) so you get out of the house and have cash. stay the fuck in school unless you want to find out what the term 'loser' really means... and make your grandparents proud because they dont need to put up with your shit, they did there time already and now are raising you, you should be damn grateful they take the time to be strict.. it means they care.
you think your life is hard and it sucks now?
it only sucks because YOU made it suck, and dont forget that... ever.
yeah it bites, living with your grandparents, license suspended, blah blah blah. im sure theres other things that suck in your life, probably alot of them.. and that does suck! but it wont last forever... death does.
your 18, and almost out of school. whole life in front of you... dont fucking waste it!
the fact that you had it hard coming up will just make you enjoy life and appreciate things alot more when your just a little bit older... trust me on that one.
be somebody, do something! dont just sit around on your ass being a fucking bum...
thats why you feel like shit now!