Feel as in? Well I have had a few bad experiences with her not to mention once or twice I accidently mixed her with alochol which for me, is not a good idea. So once back in Oct. I was like going to die because I had way to much weed mixed with what I was feeling and thinking at the time and well some vodka. Pretty much after that night of almost dying and praying for Jesus to save my life which he did.... I've stopped smoking. I had a few slip ups where I've taken some hits other than that it's been easy.if you don't mind me asking? how do you feel about that? this is a subject of interest to me. thanks
Don't know what "chipper" means. Going to have to look that up in the dictionary. Can gain more knowledge.Do tell us please. Curiosity and the fact that you type so chipper.
that's what i was wondering. i have family that thinks i'm just a pot head because of my involvement. i guess i am. but i don't think i would want to redefine myself. i went totally clean for a month once(yeah wee hee i know) no caffeine, sugar, chocolate. i wanted to find out whom the unadulterated me was. made it a month. found myself TRYING to be someone i wasn't. someone i thought i should be instead of just letting me be me. so i got loaded accepted myself for who i am and have never contemplated suicide since.Feel as in? Well I have had a few bad experiences with her not to mention once or twice I accidently mixed her with alochol which for me, is not a good idea. So once back in Oct. I was like going to die because I had way to much weed mixed with what I was feeling and thinking at the time and well some vodka. Pretty much after that night of almost dying and praying for Jesus to save my life which he did.... I've stopped smoking. I had a few slip ups where I've taken some hits other than that it's been easy.
The sad thing was, is that, weed was me, who I was, my style, my lifestyle, my everything. Now I am still re-defining myself without her. You know? Sometimes I sit back and let my mind wonder....the days when I use to smoke...and I am fond of it. Had some of the best moments and good times.
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well i am probably not the best person to quote. i put strange words in strange places some times.Don't know what "chipper" means. Going to have to look that up in the dictionary. Can gain more knowledge.
well i am probably not the best person to quote. i put strange words in strange places some times.
what i was meaning tho, was like, u type very precise, like if you were clearly articulating. does that make sence???!??!!?!
Damn, man. was the boring-ness of the sobriety makin u feel down, or was that somethin else that was givin u bad thoughts?...i wanted to find out whom the unadulterated me was. made it a month. found myself TRYING to be someone i wasn't. someone i thought i should be instead of just letting me be me. so i got loaded accepted myself for who i am and have never contemplated suicide since.