Feel as in? Well I have had a few bad experiences with her not to mention once or twice I accidently mixed her with alochol which for me, is not a good idea. So once back in Oct. I was like going to die because I had way to much weed mixed with what I was feeling and thinking at the time and well some vodka. Pretty much after that night of almost dying and praying for Jesus to save my life which he did.... I've stopped smoking. I had a few slip ups where I've taken some hits other than that it's been easy.
The sad thing was, is that, weed was me, who I was, my style, my lifestyle, my everything. Now I am still re-defining myself without her. You know? Sometimes I sit back and let my mind wonder....the days when I use to smoke...and I am fond of it. Had some of the best moments and good times.
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