Im an asshole....
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SmokeyMcSmokester
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stay strong man. you'll be happy in the end.
Devildog93
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Not an asshole dude....just human.
80mg
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This shit is evil...I swear to god...I taken EVERYTHING you name it from crack to acid...never addicted. Opiates...costed me EVERYTHING including the woman I love. I just want to prove that I can not be a fucking junkie anymore infact I started shotting when I lost her because even though heroin didnt match her, it came pretty close....I dream of her everynight....Im in my 2nd day of detoxing again and its lighteing up a little bit. I am doing it with suboxones. 4mg, than 3, than 2, than 1. so its about a week process. Im going to go to NA meetings and really work a program this time...
Forget about staying alive...I need me love back...otherwise life is pointless. Imgaine knowing your one true soul mate is less than 5 minutes away but may as well be on a diffrent planet? fml...
BTW I have overdosed twice including once where I as clinicaly dead for about a minute...
Forget about staying alive...I need me love back...otherwise life is pointless. Imgaine knowing your one true soul mate is less than 5 minutes away but may as well be on a diffrent planet? fml...
BTW I have overdosed twice including once where I as clinicaly dead for about a minute...
Remember that feeling the next time you are depressed (regret).
Remember that there will always be opiates out there on the street for you, WHENEVER YOU WANT IT. Today, or ten years from now! (This sentence actually helped me quit heroin).
There is no light without darkness.... you need to be in the dark for a while to experience light again, there is no way around it. But you are getting better every day, and one day you'll not even crave it. I know it's hard to believe, but it will happen.
Remember that there will always be opiates out there on the street for you, WHENEVER YOU WANT IT. Today, or ten years from now! (This sentence actually helped me quit heroin).
There is no light without darkness.... you need to be in the dark for a while to experience light again, there is no way around it. But you are getting better every day, and one day you'll not even crave it. I know it's hard to believe, but it will happen.
Devildog93
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I know exactly what you are talking about man. Lost everything that means anything. All the gadgets, toys, vehicles, rings, watches don't mean shit.
I just try to remember that. Mine was the other end of the spectrum, the yayo.
Heroin and cocaine. Two polar opposite highs, but they both fuck ya for your money and your freedom in the end. Kinda like a two party political system.
Fucked either one you choose.
80mg
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Its funny cause thats what the woman I love was addicted to. Complete opposites but we worked...I seen what coke does too. No joke man...no joke...
Devildog93
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I dont drink anymore, because it ALWAYS leads to it. So if I ever am on here and mumblin drunk....shortly after I most likely will be hiding in the closet with a knife and a pen......
Saerimmner
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well you realised you fucked up at least thats half the battle, choice now though is whether you a)get clean, get ur shit sorted an go get ur woman etc or b) you jus carry on as you are, lose more of ur shit, OD an have to be identified by your neighbours when they kick your door in coz no-one has seen you in the last 6months
incognegro999
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Sobo's for the win bro. Leave those things alone. I seriously have at least 20 people I grew up with that I will cross the street to avoid cuz they are straight up feen's. Get clean and get a hobby. go to the gym do something positive. Gl on your journey
TokeSmoker420
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man women are more then housework, I used to fuck alot of random bitches, I fell into a pretty big depression because i just wasnt happy with life, yet id have new girls at my house weekly, i got the green in the pocket, and lots of green to smoke. I just couldnt grasp why I was feeling so down, then it hit me, I wanted an actual women in my life, a girl i could wake up to beside me and the first thing i think of WOULDNT be when shes gonna leave and how im gonna get her out, I wanted to find a girl i can share my life with man, and when i found her, i was full of life again. nothing is more powerful then having a real women in your life, id make alot of sacrifices for my girl.
If I was you id lay down all the opiates if you feel strong about this girl, depression is killer man, i dont wish it upon anyone. your girl will keep you happy, opiates wont, im out ez.
TokeSmoker420
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ur posts arent, ur probably just another 40yr-old-virgin behind his computer, if you lived through your wild years of just gettin with bitches, you would of grown out of it, and your primitive mind-state. you give guys a bad name man. your not funny. ez
taipanspunk
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yo.. let's give him some emotional support...!!
group hug everyone!!
group hug everyone!!
TokeSmoker420
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ahaha i aint getting emotional, i shared a life story. ur a dumb old man, that will die lonely. When you find the girl, you will know exactly what i mean, your still in a highschool mentality. nothing but a kid. u prolly get no pussy either. no worthwhile pussy anyway.
u can have fun with ur sluts and cooking for yourself, while i wake up every morning with a one of a kind girl, that cooks me supper everyday. and does laundry
. at a point in your life you will hit the same wall i hit a while back.TokeSmoker420
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LMAOO, i think the OP needs emotional support.