Im an asshole....

I'm all over the place because I was all on your side about getting clean until you brought up the guy who saved your life owing you. That's just stupid. If anything you owe him. your life.

80mg

So let's take a look at this.

Positives:

1. Life helped/saved by medic (caused by a negative) - who called 911?










Negatives:

1. "I'm an asshole" - your words (this might fit in the positive category) You know you have a problem.
2. Your popping pills
3. Your shooting up whatever
4. You OD'd twice
5. You lost/robbed of pills, weed, money (might be another positive)
6. You hustled for food/mortgage/habit
7. Shakes/sweats/crazy dreams
8. Jail - I may have missed this, but I would assume yes.
9. Lost your girl
10. Revenge on the medic
11. I'm sure we can go on but I'm running out of characters.


YOU CAN'T CONTINUE TO DO THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND EXPECT DIFFERENT RESULTS

This somewhat reminds me of the majority of friends that had to walk away from their homes and are now renting. They are still buying quads, nice cars, trailers, and boats. I don't fuckin get it!

Again - YOU CAN'T CONTINUE TO DO THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND EXPECT DIFFERENT RESULTS

Print this list out. When you overcome a "Negative" cross it off and add a "Positive". I left you plenty of room.
I am in no way claiming to be an expert. Just an outsider looking in.

BTW - How you doing today Bro?

-HLG

whats the verdict? he an asshole or not I am not reading through all this!! Help.

It's kind of strange talking with someone by the name of "80mg" when that's the fuckin problem in the first place. Your first step might be changing your name.

-HLG