Its an organization that I started...i only have a facebook page i started up a few years after i got home from my 2nd tour in Iraq. I would love to get it more well known but i dont have the time nor the means to get it to where it needs to be...I served 6 yrs as a reconnaissance scout with 2 tours in theatre. i am the typical fucked up combat vet that actually is now fucked up...put it this way, whatever could happen in iraq did happen to us in iraq...my truck was blown up twice, i took bullet shrapnel that missed my head by about an inch. i killed a man(who ended up being innocent) in front of his 12 yr old son, one of my sergeants shot a 12 yr old in the knee with a 9mm fully auto silenced machine gun. a gun he was not authorized to use. he shot a dog while we were moving in on a hard target raid and the bullet killed the dog and went thru and hit a kid in his knee about 100 yrds away...after mission heard lady screaming and a boy crying. i get the medic and we access the situation and the bullet is lodged IN his knee, just behind the knee cap...my captain says pack it and tell him to get to a local hospital...our docs could have saved his leg, its our responsibility, we shot him...but an iraqi doc in middle of a war...CHOP!!!...i dunno maybe im a pussy...but those things fucked me up...not to mention i lost 40% of my hearing, facial scarring, and my body aches everyday from being blown up twice...did i mention i dont sleep, maybe 4-5 hrs a night from like 5am to 9:30-10am....i've awoke up in my closet in middle of night looking for my gear a few times...i just start to cry when that happens....i relive that day i held part of my battle buddys face in one hand atleast twice a week or the time i picked up what was left of 7 of our infantrymen...God DAMN IT, im crying now....this is why i started Combat Veterans For Cannabis...its the only thing ive found that brings me back to being happy and gets my mind off death. im always mad and angry or sad and angry or drunk & angry or drunk & sad...but when i smoke i dont feel those emotions like survivors guilt, i dont have colds weats & nightmares, i dont get road rage nor do i feel like i really wanna put my fist thru someones smug fucking face, i dont smell things that are not there...ever smelt a man burning for an hour? a man you called your friend? i do, almost every day. i swear on my life and everything good ive done within it, not one pill out of the 6 or 7 different ones the veterans hospital has given me even comes close to how relieved marijuana makes me feel.and even in medical marijuana states the Vets Hospital /VA wil not cover this type of medications...its bullshit...im like paul culkin from new mexico..i just want to medicate with out being judged nor loose the honor i built around myself by being put infront of a judge and being called a felon...sorry for the rant...you caught me on a day with no pot...so this is why you cant find it on google...lol
Combat Veterans For Cannabis - C.V.F.C
p.s. all of my seeds with tap roots have been placed in root riot plugs and in the grow dome....just waiting on my jardin to arrive so i can get it set up...
Hello Everyone i will be starting a Journal & Thread to document my 2nd grow. I started 8 seeds at 8:30 PM CST. & hoping 5 make it thru because thats all the room i have...In order of priority for a spot in the grow tent if push comes to shove for room. 2 Barny's Tangerine Dream, 1 G-13 Pineapple Express, 1 Nirvana's Bubblelicious, 2-3 Green House Arjan's Strawberry Haze & 1-2 Green House Himalayan Gold. i accidentally mixed up the Strawberry & the Himalayan so not sure how many of each but i started 4 total between the 2. if lack of room ill drop the H.G. & A.S.H. because of the different grow rates and a few other factors.
