I don't know why I feel I need to explain myself, again, but here you go:
Firstly, racism does bother be. I have dealt with it most of my life. I personally know what it is like.
When I moved into my new house last year, which is a townhouse, 6 units per building, maybe 7-8 buildings total. The first person to welcome
me to the neighborhood, happened to be a black guy. He invited me and my girlfriend over not even 2 days later for a BBQ. Him and his family
are some of the nicest people I have ever met. I'd hate to think they'd to deal with things like REAL said, the lady with the Kung Fu grip on her
purse. That would bother me. They would never steal anything or hurt anyone.
Secondly, this whole thing started on another thread about some jackass asking how to get his dog high. Of course I said something to him. Many
people did. Some arguments arose in the thread. Someone and REAL had some words, REAL said something that was funny to me, and I commented
about it. This other guy attacked me for it. And then made racist comments to me and REAL. About 2 days earlier, me and some others were talking
about our weights. Yeah I weigh over 300LBS, so what, we were making conversation. The conversation lead to why I gained the weight I have, my
drinking. I mentioned one time I increased my drinking when my dad passed. 1 time. It was brought up again by this guy that was arguing with REAL.
He brought it up as a tool to try to get to me. So it got mentioned again, mostly by others.
Lastly, yeah I'm not doing my best right now. And I do get angry or depressed, or both at times. It's my right. If any of you had a family member die,
you'd know. Maybe you have and not talked about it. I am open with things, I have no shame talking about things, if any of you don't like it, no one
is holding a gun to your heads telling you to read it. My guess, either the people that decided to talk crazy to me for my issues, you're either 15 years
old and too young to had any losses like a death of a loved one, or you're a insensitive jackass that gets off on others pain. Either way, grow up.
No where have I asked for therapy on this site, or for people to feel sorry for me. Just remember, karma is a bitch. Someday you too will lose a loved
one.
Anyone have anything negative to say? Save it, I probably wont even see it, a lot of you are on my ignore list. You are not worthy of my attention.