View attachment 2027373View attachment 2027374View attachment 2027375View attachment 2027376Hey Buddies.... I just want to say thanks. I guess everything is slowly coming out, as with something that I am ashamed of that happened 30 plus years ago with me. I guess for me, the past 30 years have been a way of me seeking repent for a bad month that I had, while I was heavily influenced by drugs back then, in the day. I have scarred someone for the rest of her life, and ask for forgiveness from her. ( I sent her a PM on FaceBook this morning, after she referenced in bold type Pedophile.) She has that right. But, I , like the Jane Fonda's and the Joe Paterno's, despite what they did throughout their life, will always have that one blip, in life, hanging over their heads. I think it takes a man to state what I just stated, and I am a man.
Moving forward, this case now has taken a turn to the dark side. The pieces, like a jigsaw puzzle, are coming together, and the puzzle is almost complete. I have been, and will continue to work with the Maine State Police and the FBI to bring this to an end. I will, as always, continue to work for Justice. Whether it be for a child, woman, or man, marijuana etc. I call everyone that cross my path on what I refer to as a "Journey", my friend. That is who I am, have been, for 53 years. I did not hesitate, nor will I, stop my efforts, because of my past. We, some more than others, always have that "skeleton" in a closet. Mine has just reemerged.
Yesterday, I spent, along with my family, 5 long hours, "held under suicide watch." This has taken a toll on me, my wife (due to my many sleepless night, and everything else), my daughter, and my friends. It has taken away from my "Hobby", but they are doing good for God is making sure that I get my medicine of choice, on board in the next several months. I do believe in God. I hope, no matter who, what, or nothing at all, that you too ask for guidance when needed by oneself. It does work.
I hold tight, for at this moment in time, that Ayla is still "Lost and Missing", for she, as I personally feel, is at home now, with God. No body has been found of this child, but I for see, that today or soon, game wardens, State Police, and others will be back in the trenches searching. I just hope, for Maine, as elsewhere, have animals that seek those that cannot fight the fight. I hope for everyone involved, that this is not going to be the outcome.
I need but one request. Someone, and I believe is a Doggie Nut, sent in some money to an account that was set up by the maternal family. The post read something of the nature that He thought I was Ocalli, and therefore sent in some money to a place where I told him to do that. It was sent to the right location, for I believe I would have received it by now, in which I have not. If I do receive it, I will send it back to you, for your re-decision. (I hope you read this, for this is the only way ( I looked at FaceBook to see if I could message you, but could not d
ue to your setting of Private) and that this answers your question.
I consider myself, despite my past some 30 years ago, to that as to what I am today, and have been, since I met and married a wonderful woman, a man of my word. She has been by my side throughout our "up's and down's, and I know will continue to support me. I thank all of you for everything, and hope that I can get back to posting and learning everything that RIU has to offer me. I miss it bad, but I need to take care of business first. If you want to copy and paste this to any and all, please feel free to do so. You may edit as needed also. I just feel that Justice and Liberty need to be done.
God Bless
Bob ~ The MaineYankee