as i've spoken about over the course of this thread, i'm very much in love with this guy i live with. He's known for about 3 years. He reels me in close like he's going to ask me out them promptly dates one of my friends instead and does nothing but complain about it. I do make it clearly known when i like someone, and i have kicked his ass when he's been rude and generally acting like a dick. I keep getting strung along by guys who then say thanks but no thanks, want to be friends with benefits but them getting all the benefits or just flat out reject me. What i do not understand is why they call me at 3 am crying about how much their bitchy girlfriend is driving them nuts and they with they were like me, telling me how much they love me and don't date me. They still want me close though. T-bird, the guy i love grabbed my arm when i wanted to leave the house- i said i couldn't cope with being so close to him and being expected to do all the girlfriend shit if he didn't want me like that. He pulled me into his lap and cried with his arms around me for 45 minutes.
2 weeks later his new girlfriend moves into our bedroom... -_-