Thanks for really putting some thought into this. I sincerely appreciate it. This is one of my concerns. Having tripped on acid 500+ times in my life and staying away from pills, cocaine, e, I'm still okay considering how hard I've partied. But I'm not stupid enough to forget she is young. She's tripped 10 or so times, and loves E, loves all kinds of pills. Shes lost as shit and I have seen so many people that I grow up with fall down that path and if not die - look like they were brought back from the dead. Forever having the souless stare of being despressed and without a fix. Shes not there at all, she's still glowing, theres still plenty of time to get the train back on track... not with dad having a heart attack a few months back, living on the couch and offering her and her friends pills. Like I said he's a chill dude, but he's not the best dad. A normal 15 year old girl would not be in the position she is in. I'm not saying I'm mr.fucking hero, but I do have a tendency to nurture the ones I love. I have always been a long term relationship kind of guy and take care of everyone, sometimes I feel like my buddies are girlfriends because I buy them everything Im getting to be just as happy. weed, food, admission tickets, etc...just because someone is phisically mature, does not mean they are mentally mature
true man. thanks for the input. a lot to chew on.i say break it off now and dnt get yourself in trouble if you wait longer and get more involved it will be harder for you to leave
You're doing it wrong.Pedo bear alert
I know man. I want it to be a legit thing, the truth is I am 100% cool with not having sex with her. And when I say bitch, take that lightly. It's just my nature, and hers, to throw it around when talking about females. She is really into girls which is interesting...shes apparently fucked around with innumerable or 20+ girls but never been fucked by a guy. or anything for that matter. My ex thinks I'm straight up lying about not having sex with her because I do love to have sex, like every other guy, but I've been putting it off with her for a month or ever since I fell for this girl. I don't need my inhaler for my asthma anymore like I needed it every day for 2 years, I don't think about nothing but smoking and building useless shit, I think about the future and how beautiful everything in life is. Every day seems brighter for both of us, and this is just hanging out chilling. It's hard for me to accept just walking away and waiting it out / going a different route.Also if you're thinking of this as anything other than short term you're fooling yourself. A girl that young still has some stages to go through, and her likes and dislikes will change a couple times over the next 6-7 years. So much fail.
you hang out with 15 yr oldsI know man. I want it to be a legit thing, the truth is I am 100% cool with not having sex with her. And when I say bitch, take that lightly. It's just my nature, and hers, to throw it around when talking about females. She is really into girls which is interesting...shes apparently fucked around with innumerable or 20+ girls but never been fucked by a guy. or anything for that matter. My ex thinks I'm straight up lying about not having sex with her because I do love to have sex, like every other guy, but I've been putting it off with her for a month or ever since I fell for this girl. I don't need my inhaler for my asthma anymore like I needed it every day for 2 years, I don't think about nothing but smoking and building useless shit, I think about the future and how beautiful everything in life is. Every day seems brighter for both of us, and this is just hanging out chilling. It's hard for me to accept just walking away and waiting it out / going a different route.
shes 15 ???????I wouldn't feel right touching a human being if I felt like they were a child. I wish it was not so wrong to put up a picture of this girl. haha
Thank you....Will some one close/delete this thread already?
smart people know they are pedophiles not justify there action because they know better and excuse ther misdeads to fellow humans, thats what a rapist says . . . .. . they wanted it . . .. your a sexual predator . . . . .and a piece of shit . . . .making making a mistake is one thing . . . .. defending your actions because she likes acid and pills and "sucking" , , , , , is not only delusional but slightly psychotictaking advantage? do you understand the english language? there, believe it or not, is a difference between your and you're. dipshit.
I got out of highschool with a 65k a year job, worked the gig for 4 years, experienced a lot of life, changed a lot, see things differently. I told you all I dropped that much acid because we are all on this website because of our love for bud. I thought I could be honest in hopes of clarity better finding a solution to my problem. Apparently honestly should be an enemy of society. Yes I wouldn't recommend the amount of LSD I have taken but I wouldn't say it's a drug worth criticizing.