cannabineer
Ursus marijanus
(humor mode off)In 1976 I realized pot was interfering with my life. I stopped. I missed it at first and then I got so involved with my life I forgot about it. Stop the pot some people can not handle it. It's your life and you know you need to stop. You said so much yourself. So just stop. After you have your life constructed pot will still be there for you. But at 18 and on the threshold of your life put the pot down and go make your own life. If you do this in a very short amount of time pot will be the furthest thing from your mind.
Some people can not balance things well. I was one. I'm doing better now but I'm also retired. I wish you well and really hope you'll put down the cannabis, for yourself.
I consider this post to be dead on target. UKPro, you would do very well to step away from weed for a while. cn
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