I have four babies right now, my eldest passed from cancer at 13 -they all adopted and I cannot imagine it possible to love them any more than I do even if they had my blood and 2 legs instead of 4
That isn't always good~! My Ex's mother got her tubes tied shortly after that demon left her womb and years later regretted it but adopted 3 children... he was a horrible horrible child and she is a saint and that is all I have to say on that subject... seriously I have 2 dui's I know how bafd alcohol is for developing babies especially the first three months- have you heard of FAE? Fetal Alcohol Effect? It is worse than FAS because they look Normal and most are disciplined not loved and understood and they are not right in the head bless their souls and shouldn't have to struggle through a life an angry half wit, IMO.
I just started on the ativan just to kinda calm my nerves a bit. I know ambian is not something that is good for you, but it seems to do the trick with my insomnia. Once it's all over with I'll end up stop taking both and maybe try this new stuff called zzz-quil. I just have bad insomnia and it sucks and the matter at hand just doesn't help. My gf is only around 5 weeks so were not that far along. I can see how people just love to be mean when there is no need, then turn around and say "It's your choice." But, it's whatever. I also love to listen to Chris Spheeris music for relaxation and meditation. If you haven't heard of him, you should give it a listen. Especially Enchantment.You sound a lot like me or am sometimes I hope not to fall back I guess I am saying I understand.
I got to the 6mg because I started on them for insomnia after all the 'sleeping pills' either knocked me cold with no actual rest leaving me just horribly tired to tears still all day OR with Ambian physically knocked me out while my mind raced around all the mistakes I had made that day and everything else and I finally convinced the Dr's to give me benzos and after about 5 years I crept up to that dose from ativan, then kolonopin then xanies so I am really trying to say Ambian is a BAD DRUG, get your Dr, or by on the street more ativan! Which I don't recommend for years but I do for you to get you through this, OK?
Then really try to listen to a guided meditation on youtube, there are so many plus binaural beats or brain entrainment and I could never get myself to do them before I was so anxious that my dogs would lick me an ruin it lol or I was being brainwashed by the Elite, idkbut they will save you I promise from 5 years of benzos!
I also want you and your girlfriend to make no apologies! I went to a herb store myself and was told I was meant to be prego; my friend's Mom lied and told me the wrong herb that was meant to induce a natural abortion; my boyfriend's best friend's wife was convinced I did it on purpose which was really insane because he was the one who wished it could be kept but I had been drinking a lot, A LOT and was in total denial of being prego for 3 important cognitive development months so I won but I had to deal with that; my first appointment to have it done sent me home for being way too far along so I had to jump through the red tape for funding in time for it to be not toooo late; he was too embarrassed to ask for the day off so I took a cab with a Pro Life driver!!!
So please, hold your heads up for me? It is amazing how cruel people can be when they think they are right.
OH EDIBLES!!! EAT EDIBLES FOR SLEEP!
I like it, Thanks!
Your very welcome.I like it, Thanks!
And it really sucks when you can't turn your head off and no one understands... I don't remember Not being one so lol maybe it'll help to know I am likely tossing and turning too tonite!
lol. It is like nightquil without the medicine..
It's irresponsible if you suck at making money like every other individual has to.
I'm not religious.. I just feel that it's immoral to destroy a awesome creation.
I once created an awesome bud plant from seed and then cut her down and smoked it. Made a little cash too.
We're talking about a potential human.. Not a plant that has no conscious mind.I once created an awesome bud plant from seed and then cut her down and smoked it. Made a little cash too.
Learn to take a joke and drop the conscious mind crap. You must have learned a new word and have to use it all the time now. Besides, plants have feelings to and without them you would suffocate. Lol
you also let her live out her lifeI once created an awesome bud plant from seed and then cut her down and smoked it. Made a little cash too.
I don't find abortion something to joke about..
I made a joke about a bud plant. Nice try turning it around. Plants don't have feelings? If you truly believe that then you need to pack up your stuff and get out of this site.
