Well its not easy bro, but I smoke for my head, been diagnosed with aspergers and bi polar disorder and gods alone know how many things in between so at least I'm in no physical discomfort. Its just time to see where I stand without a crutch. Had me one or two freak outs but I am managing to keep shit under control most of the time so there is a massive 'reward' at the end of it if I make it through, which will be knowing I have mastered my own mind. Verrrry important thing to do, that. Last time I stopped I was NOT ready, this time its a bit crazy but I'm on top of it. Zero meds! No trancs, no hypnotics, no bullshit in my system. And not even reefer. I'm liberating my plants for spiritual purposes instead of leaning on ganja as a crutch. Then cannabis will ENHANCE my life instead of just making it 'normal'... This is gonna be worth it in the end bro!