well man.. thats y i like to be nice to everyone and wen im in need everyone i help.. ends up helping me .. it works out.. iunno man.. ud be surprised what a phone call to an old friend.. and talking.. and actually being friendly.. and shit.. would do.. .. i used to live like a hermit.. no REAL friends.. and realized it was fucking horrible.. u do nothing all day and end up depressed and smoking to much bud.. lol.. iunno man im sure theres people outthere old friends or people u knew that was in aww over ur buds.. so give some1 a call and ask em to take some ur seeds for some bud.... like shit if i knew anyone that was in ur situation id help em out.. either for collateral .. or trade..