Am I permanently fucked?

i did not read every single post, but i'm pretty sure what happened

first, let me say that experience sounds pretty bad-ass, but it just freaked you out because you have never experienced it

next, it DEFINATELY was not just weed...there had to be someting else in it like others mentioned. pcp, salvia, shrooms, etc.

finally, i'm almost 100% positive you had a panic attack and they have been reoccuring...during panic attacks you literally think and feel like you are dying and it IS pretty damn scary especially if you have never experienced it before. this will take a little work, but you will recover fully. you have to know that panic attacks are all in your head and you can start controlling them as soon as you realize that it is just in your head and you really not going to die...i'm being freaking serious here. people that have never experienced this will never understand the feeling unless they go thru it themselves. you can try to describe it over and over to people and they just don't get it.

i swear to you that once you realize that you are in control and you will not be hurt or die, you will begin to be able to control this when it happens to you. it will happen more times, but the sooner you control it, the sooner they will completely go away.

you don't need to use drugs to calm yourself, but if you need extra help, xanax will help.

Listen to the people talking about anxiety...

It sounds like you're having typical panic attacks(classic death feeling), the weed may have just been the catalyst to bringing them out of you... This happens to quite a few people and the fact that your mind works overtime thinking of worse and worse possible outcomes sounds about right. Smoking isnt for everyone and panic attacks are manageable, you should be okay in the long run. Do what you can to forget about the experience, harping on it will make it worse.

and never smoke again, it is not your solution.

i gotta be honest bud, that shit was entertaining as hell. Im sorry it was soo terriable for you but man i wanted to read more into this book called YOUR LIFE ON WEED. But nah for real the very first time i smoked bud it was laced with cocaine. Sucks right. High for 6 straight hours found myself butt naked in my front yard. Homie that shit was wack! anyhow man i think your straight, bud but if it continues i would go get looked at, i think your just tripping seriously tho, and making yourself have bad anxiety and your brain is very powerfull if u think something is wrong something will be. Just relax man it takes more than one time smoking to fuck you up royaly

that sounds like a very trippy night and or month,but like doubt it was only weed.

back in the eightys when i was a young fella like 14-15 i smoked this shit with my sisters b/f and fuk me if it didnt knock me on my ass on out for the count like mike tysons left hook,never had that feeling ever again some purle haze came close a couple of years later but a happier high,

take advice if your are freaking out go see the doc i doubt it was the weed.

good luck and dont forget to breath over and over

1 - Weed dont do that. Period.
2- Weed couldnt damage your brain even if you wanted it to. It wouldnt matte how much you smoked, you cant od and you can cause any damage because the chemicals in weed are probably the safest chemicals known to mankind.

I Have A Feeling That It Might Not Have Been Just Weed But....

"I brought all this, so you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that when you thought you was dead
No squealing, remember that it's all in your head!"

I had the same exp. 30 years ago...It was laced with pcp.Not very enjoyable when you don't know it's coming.

IDK How many times I've heard that exact same line olishell


"It was laced with PCP. Not very enjoyable when you don't know it's coming"

olishell said:

I had the same exp. 30 years ago...It was laced with pcp.Not very enjoyable when you don't know it's coming.

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Exactly, same thing happened to me about 4 years ago.

Experience was somewhat similar to what happened to this guy.

do you have any history of schizophrenia or any thing similar in your family? even if it was laced thats a bit of a severe mental reaction i suppose it could have been pcp i just cant imagine why someone you know would do that.

yes it could be an anxiety disorder panic attacks can be real scary especially if you dont know whats happening. probably the most likely some people on strong sativas get a bad reaction.

I've had weed so strong all ive done is couldnt move and it was absolutely awesome. nothing negative except i couldnt find the phone to call for pizza (then next morning i found i was lying on it).

too much indica wont give a bad effect your just immobile but calm. sativas get the mind going and some dont like it. so too nervous types avoid sativas stick to the calming effects of indicas.

im gonna go ahead an say yes ur permanently fucked, because ur insane and its not the weed. u need to check urself into the asylum. people like u give weed a bad name.

You're having panic attacks. I've had two in my lifetime and they were induced because of stress and a bad infection. Go to the doctor and have them do a full blood work on you. Also exercise daily to help tire yourself out, go on a 30 minute jog or lift weights. You just have to keep your mind from wandering around so much.

Sounds like a bad trip made much worse by your drug use inexperience. It could have been laced with something, who knows. I have had a few moments in where I smoked way too much and was tripping pretty bad at first, you just have to realize what is happening and calm yourself down. The best method I have used is to calm down and then start thinking about something else and within a minute i forgot what I was worried about. I would ask that guy if there was anything else in it.

i had a bad expericince once but that was when i just had started to smoke i started to trip a got up started to run in circles cuz i thought some one was chasing me with a bat/ax
just inexperice and all the thing they misinform u at school and shit
best thing u can do is to smoke some more weed and try to remember you cant overdose no matter how many hits u take just stay calm and pass the blunt/pipe/bong/spliff to your left

Reddragon sounds like you had some of that shitty soap bar hash.

your chemical balance is probably out of balance. its like a withdrawl, only thing you cant correct it with another dosage. id say eat good, take vitamins and other nervous system suppliments. theres a chemical release thats being triggered by something, its like emotions just not as natural. but youll be ok dude, mommy still love you! but foreal, theres alot more people with worst problems, be gratfull ur still alive and have a family that loves you.

yeah the other day i smoked a blunt of haze and if i stood still everything would go black nd i couldnt even talk. i smoke allllll the time but idk why tht happened to me. i started panicin and thinking i was goin to have a ceizur in front of all my friends bc i have a ceizer disorder kind of like epilepsy nd it only comes when i get to high. so maybe you bshould go to the dr dude