Any advice for a lost soul?
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Eugenios
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Hello. What is that expression exactly?
Dopesmoka
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Some good loving from a female companion
Eugenios
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No, it's definetely not that. I told earlier I work for the summer season in Santorini. Need I say more? Women come to me by themselves everyday there but attracting the opposite gender still does not give me fullfilment. It's just having fun, like smoking weed and playing a videogame.
Eugenios
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Thanks my friend.
Dopesmoka
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If your a Christian I would open the Bible again because somewhere in there I’m pretty sure it says be thankful for what you do got instead of taking it for granted and expecting more
Dopesmoka
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you’ll basically block your own blessing and who knows maybe the 6 months is a test for you to see if you can keep your faith up. I’ve never had the lowest moment of my life not be followed up with something even more exciting that made me forget about It in the 1st place but I only made it to that excitement because I kept faith and didn’t give up
Some of us are destined to roam the shadows, so to speak. But we all have our purpose. Life is never what you expect and want it to be. I thought I was going to be a soldier but ended up as a "criminal" for my love of cannabis and my desire to help bring this medicine to the people.
A thing that worked very well for me, was to tell no one where I left. I packed my bow, sleeping bag, fishing rod and tent and left society for a year. I walked the entire length of my country, feeding myself from nature and sleeping in dark forests. Just me and the animals. This helped me understand what my needs in life was. Sadly it was not to become a success with money and bullshit. But it was to be self sustained, to see that I could in fact walk in the shoes of my ancestors and thrive.
madvillian420
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you gotta jerk off furiously more often
This too actually helps, like no joke. Haha
harrythehat
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do you use tobacco with your weed. Don't is the best method
have you been diagnosed. I have Bi polar and wasnt diagnosed till 2014 had 59 years of it by then.
stopped taking meds for it after wrecking my digestive system i use weed. But it only partially controls.
Most of the time am high and buzzin about but its the emotional side. That is the beast.
when its down its down and sara cidal is on the Me n U and it is a problem getting out of it. doing something different retunes the vibes for a while
(like a wank) but doesnt stop it.
does growing plants give you a feeling of life if yes maybe you need a job growing.
watching and caring for mine helps me when i am low.
have you been diagnosed. I have Bi polar and wasnt diagnosed till 2014 had 59 years of it by then.
stopped taking meds for it after wrecking my digestive system i use weed. But it only partially controls.
Most of the time am high and buzzin about but its the emotional side. That is the beast.
when its down its down and sara cidal is on the Me n U and it is a problem getting out of it. doing something different retunes the vibes for a while
(like a wank) but doesnt stop it.
does growing plants give you a feeling of life if yes maybe you need a job growing.
watching and caring for mine helps me when i am low.
SnidleyBluntash
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Do you have any major regrets or problems in your life right now that you could try and make right? Take care of? If you have any skeletons in your closet it is good to face them. You can’t start clean and fresh if you have things on your mind.
Gimpygrower
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I have found myself in a similar spot lately. I was smoking too much. But the volume wasn't the problem. I was smoking and rewarding myself for doing nothing. Lately, I found that I alleviate the "Lost soul" feelings you describe by adjusting my smoking habits so I only smoke after I get something done. So I took a friends broken bicycle from him to fix for his christmas present. If I make good progress on fixing his bike one night, I let myself smoke. If I felt like I didn't create or improve, I don't let myself blaze. This is just my psychology though, perhaps you are having feelings due to other circumstances.
SnidleyBluntash
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So how you doing there pal?
Eugenios
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I have many regrets and I don't want to be making similar mistakes. I am 100% sure that failure is better than regret, so I'm willing to try things and give my 100%. I've stopped smoking weed because I immediately procrastinate after some puffs and I'm trying to learn and improve. That's a big deal for me for sure, just be better than yesterday and be grateful for my life and everything I have because the things we take for granted are the things others are praying for.
Eugenios
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I ABSOLUTELY LOVE GROWING. Especially Marijuana. Such a beautiful plant. Smoking it however is not for me anymore. Makes me lethargic and just eat junk food and masturbate to porn. Things I hate doing when I'm sober, so I guess it's not for me.
Eugenios
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That is an amazing adjustment to your smoking. Good decision man. Like I told the others, I don't smoke anymore. I only smoke once every two weeks when I'm tripping to enhance the trip. I will continue growing for sure though. I love it.
Eugenios
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Hello again my friend. Happy Wednesday. I replied to your other message as well so you already know
Thank you for interest. I'm really grateful. Hope you're doing alright yourself. If not, things will get better and you can always talk with me or all the other kind people who replied on this thread 