Can I be a youtuber?
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Autistic Austin
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Autistic Austin
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How can you keep new members when everyone.plays the blame game, someone would have to seriously be bored to create all these accounts.
I'm sorry bro. I think about these things all the time... and I'm high as hell right now... just trying to get these points across that float in my brain 24/7. They keep me up at night. I cant sleep. I cant think. I hate the world because its so broken. And if everyone in the entire world just opened their minds a little more... I think it would change something. Start an amazing ripple effect that changes everything in a giant wave. All the countries get together and make one giant flag of Earth. We stop putting any effort into fighting each other... and all the effort into exploring the world and beyond our planet.... and into technology... and get closer to the question of where we came from and who we are and what we are meant to do... or what we should do.
I feel like all these things are happening all around me... and I cant fix them. Whats worse if I can't even fully explain them they are so complex. I just know they are all broken and want to try my absolute best to fix this.
A troll would not have commented. That is way too deep. A troll wouldn't have pointed it out. I went through this same exact thing on 4 other forums and stopped trying on forums. I'm on a weed forum now. I know you guys know what I mean when I say EGO DEATH. I thought for sure here I would be joined by people who have experienced the same things I have. I did mine before shrooms, I chose to learn to see things differently. Then I did shrooms... and I feel like it is so much easier now. To just submit my ego everywhere I go and make everyone have a better day when I talk with them. And I went all the way just recently with acid. I have done shrooms 1 time, and acid 1 time. I did 3 grams of some dried out shrooms (I have no fear of street shrooms, I know they are safe), and 2 hits of pure LSD that I paid top dollar for and did my research. I dont think anyone should do acid, I could have died even after doing all my research. I made sure that the vial they were taking from had been very heavily used (sold to other people) and had them try it in front of me (I paid them for the hit, they were very happy to oblige and take 6 hits if I paid them $60, and they let me ask them questions as they went and I documented it) I shouldn't have, but I just know that acid is the best way of understanding yourself and the only thing I could get. I would rather peyote... or something not man made. Mostly because these man made things are made on the streets and you never know how much you're getting. I am FOR acid, but only if it was heavily regulated and we cannot have that kind of system in place.
What can I do to prove to you guys? I've got an entire GROW journal on this account on this forum. And I speak just like this in all my posts. Do your research on me. I am not a troll, I just want insight.
Autistic Austin
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Most likely because of the walls of texts I think, should start off slow.
Yes you keep fucking responding to make it look like you're on my side to make me rage about it. I get it you're a troll. You are effecting me in a way I do not want you to, get off of my thread please. I don't know if I'm within my forum rules telling you, so let me just ask you? Please? This one time? Just leave this thread? I'll talk the same stuff on jibber jabber. troll me there. I'll be furious. I'll give you tons of fun. Just go over there.
I have been from forum to forum. Trolls stay with me until I get banned from the forum and I move on. I KNOW that is what you want. But I'm asking you instead, your inner self, your ego-death version. Leave.
Autistic Austin
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Go check out the 5 word post if you want small inaccurate descriptions of a vast confusing jumble of information that is stuck in my head and I need help extracting. And then when you are of quality sound mind, read my post. I know some people cant concentrate on pot, thats fine.
Thats stretching it... but I will talk about the unbelievable coincidence. Lincolns was elected to congress in 1846, JFK in 1946, lincoln elected president 1860, jfk 1960, both were killed by southerners, both were successors were from the south, and both successors were named Johnson.
Coincidence you can point out all day, but when push comes to shove... you made that anagram work by adding apostrophe s
Autistic Austin
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I'm a troll, You're a troll, everyone is a troll troll!
Baz
Well-Known Member
I'll level with you, I ca.. oooh look at that beautiful butterfly..
I made that sentence short... to follow his trolling rules.... after this point I am not responding to anything you say. I should have just started from the get go, but everytime I do... the time when I need support the most (the beginning) I get trolled and people build this false preconception of who I am based off me being trolled.
If anyone needs proof I'm not this fool I have video... and xbox 360.... and a headset.... and a webcam... anything non-legal you need proof of I will provide (to an extent so be courteous). I understand your need for proof, this guy looks like he could do something this elaborate. I don't know anything about him... EXCEPT that you people talk about him to such an insane extent no wonder hes still here. I knew about him before he existed in my thread life... and just because I caught on quickly to try and make you guys realize the opposite.
Ask me for proof. I'll sit on webcam... and you can watch me and wait for austic to say something at a random time when he is busy trolling someone else. I need the legitimacy of what I have said so far to be proven so we can move on. I need you all to believe I am in need of your help beyond a shadow of a doubt. That's why I am saying these weird things... these pretexts.... how you should FEEL and THINK before you see what I say. Because I have said this before on 4 other forums... and gotten no answers except this kinda stuff.
Just tell me. What would prove I'm not austin?
If anyone needs proof I'm not this fool I have video... and xbox 360.... and a headset.... and a webcam... anything non-legal you need proof of I will provide (to an extent so be courteous). I understand your need for proof, this guy looks like he could do something this elaborate. I don't know anything about him... EXCEPT that you people talk about him to such an insane extent no wonder hes still here. I knew about him before he existed in my thread life... and just because I caught on quickly to try and make you guys realize the opposite.
Ask me for proof. I'll sit on webcam... and you can watch me and wait for austic to say something at a random time when he is busy trolling someone else. I need the legitimacy of what I have said so far to be proven so we can move on. I need you all to believe I am in need of your help beyond a shadow of a doubt. That's why I am saying these weird things... these pretexts.... how you should FEEL and THINK before you see what I say. Because I have said this before on 4 other forums... and gotten no answers except this kinda stuff.
Just tell me. What would prove I'm not austin?
GreenSummit
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barely got through the first page and think OP has lost their marbles. shit is crazy in here today.
So help me. Read everything. I need help explaining the point im trying to make. Dont just read part of it and call me crazy. I'm just trying a DIFFERENT way of explaining my view. I have tried normal ways 4 times and it goes no where, no one opens up, no one tells me anything.... and this time someone answered. Someone answered truthfully! It cant be coincidence what I'm thinking. Just read my CONFUSING paper that I wrote in literally 12 minutes. Look at the post times between the first and second post, look how quickly the information is coming out of my head. Its meant to be CONFUSING but what is REALLY going on in my head. Think of it like a brainstorm.... just read it all... try and come up with what it means to you in a philosophical sense... and respond. Thats it. I'm not trolling. Just do that.