yes yes, I didn't want to mention that.I was also in a bad place in life struggling with depression and not wanting to do anything. Not checking them for weeks at a time.
Im finally feeling a little better and have a reinvigorated spirit and a will to produce beautiful plants again.
Dont count me out just yet DB
It doesn't look terribly bad, what's it smell like?
yes yes, I didn't want to mention that.
Good to hear positive things from you though.
Thanks...Everyday is a struggle to keep my head above water. But sitting back and letting shit go to hell wasn't doing me any good. So I put a smile on and force myself to do things.
Started running again.
What exactly are you doing tty? I remember vaguely you mentioning this
You trying to heat your house with heat transfer from your grow?
Like weed. Lol. I don't know. Skunky/fruity. All strains smell the same to me.
I smell fruit, skunk or cheese. Thats it. Fuckers be like it has a hint of lavender with some diesel fuel undertones with some calico cat piss smell.
I just smell weed lol. But to answer your question they smell good.
. Its not the weed its the fear of fear.
Fuck fear, There's only one fucking thing I've never had pulled on me and that's I've never been killed.
And that doesn't seem like it would be all that bad, come at me bro. I got not shit to lose , you know what I'm saying?
I used to be like that. Something happened over the past 6 years. Maybe ill toughen back up. I hope.
Like FDR said the only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
He was right. Is there something specific that paralysed you with fear? Ask yourself why it has that power and make a decision that it won't have that power anymore. Then... move forward, no matter how white your knuckles are. DOING IT is what gets you over it. It's what worked for my acrophobia- and I roofed and painted for years!
Your girlfriend has too much time on her hands,
You are all welcome