Dying alone..

Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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lol.. fuck it guys. I'm just gonna keep trying to find a pretty cool girl so that my juices can cook in her oven and make a mini-me. That's all a man can really ask for. Well not really, but shit that's all I would need. I'm gonna make a song now.. I'm gonna name it the world is a bitch that sucks balls. :).
 
EROsain

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for the last 5 years of my life i have been planing on dieing alone, but i like to remain open minded cuz maybe there is people i haven't met that might change my out look, but for now am more than 100% am better off a lone , but am a dick only when there is money involved or some thing , am usually very passive . so i don't think that being a dick makes you alone i know some dushbags that people just love
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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Maybe the world isn't that bad, but the people sure as hell are. It would be cool to make somebody happier than me. It would make the world a better place, just a little..but still. It would just suck to remember thinking these slightly positive thoughts as I'm dying with nobody to carry on my ancestors line of blood.
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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EROsain said:
for the last 5 years of my life i have been planing on dieing alone, but i like to remain open minded cuz maybe there is people i haven't met that might change my out look, but for now am more than 100% am better off a lone , but am a dick only when there is money involved or some thing , am usually very passive . so i don't think that being a dick makes you alone i know some dushbags that people just love
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For real right? Like a couple of my friends will tell their girls stuff like "put that fucking shit down" and I'm just like O_O while thinking in the back of my head I would be a much better father/boyfriend than he could ever be.. yet I'm still alone ha. The fucked up irony. Good guys do indeed finish last, so it kinda sucks that you have to play the game of life by being a dick. Oh there I go with my stupid mentality. babble babble :).. I love my bong and dog.. there's some positive thinking.
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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EROsain said:
for the last 5 years of my life i have been planing on dieing alone, but i like to remain open minded cuz maybe there is people i haven't met that might change my out look, but for now am more than 100% am better off a lone , but am a dick only when there is money involved or some thing , am usually very passive . so i don't think that being a dick makes you alone i know some dushbags that people just love
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Why do you think you're better off alone? Don't you kinda want to grow old with somebody.. or have a homeboy.. or something?
 
RyanTheRhino

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Hepheastus420 said:
Maybe the world isn't that bad, but the people sure as hell are. It would be cool to make somebody happier than me. It would make the world a better place, just a little..but still. It would just suck to remember thinking these slightly positive thoughts as I'm dying with nobody to carry on my ancestors line of blood.
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Yea at 18 lol:lol:
 
cannofbliss

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Hepheastus420 said:
lol.. fuck it guys. I'm just gonna keep trying to find a pretty cool girl so that my juices can cook in her oven and make a mini-me. That's all a man can really ask for. Well not really, but shit that's all I would need. I'm gonna make a song now.. I'm gonna name it the world is a bitch that sucks balls. :).
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good for you heph... ;)

see i told you that was really the issue as to why you even started the thread in the first place...

just make sure you dont get married... and or if you insist on marriage then... have a "pre-nup" where she wont leave you destitute incase she decides to go all batshit crazy and or... where... you had mistakenly been blinded by "love" and where your eyes had never been open to realise how batshit crazy she was in the first place and also what a terrible person she is...

that way "just incase" it wont be as bad for you... ;)
 
Hepheastus420

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RyanTheRhino said:
Yea at 18 lol:lol:
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What stops my negative thinking is the fact that I'm 18.. I mean shit, people are like 40 and they run, grow, smoke, and have fun all the time. I'm like almost half-way up the hill so it would be pretty weak of me to give up now. Sometimes I think the world CAN'T be so fucked up that I would die alone, but the world never fails to surprise me. Nah, it isn't bad.. we have pot.
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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cannofbliss said:
good for you heph... ;)

see i told you that was really the issue as to why you even started the thread in the first place...

just make sure you dont get married... and or if you insist on marriage then... have a "pre-nup" where she wont leave you destitute incase she decides to go all batshit crazy and or... where... you had mistakenly been blinded by "love" and where your eyes had never been open to realise how batshit crazy she was in the first place and also what a terrible person she is...

that way "just incase" it wont be as bad for you... ;)
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Oh I don't trust people anymore.. hell no I'm not gonna get married without a pre-nup. I just wonder how I'm gonna bring that up lol.
 
EROsain

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Hepheastus420 said:
Why do you think you're better off alone? Don't you kinda want to grow old with somebody.. or have a homeboy.. or something?
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am one of those idiots who got betrayed ..... badly , looked like an idiot 3 times diff people. i can't look at people the same i can always tell when am getting Bsed problem is i can't turn it off . am always over thinking every thing every one does. nothing is simple any more . But i don't feel sad like most people say they are when alone. i like it . never have to answer to any one , never have to share preferences or lie to people to protect them i can actually always tell the truth all the time . when it first started i thought ad eventually get over it but nope i still feel confotable this way :D ,
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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EROsain said:
am one of those idiots who got betrayed ..... badly , looked like an idiot 3 times diff people. i can't look at people the same i can always tell when am getting Bsed problem is i can't turn it off . am always over thinking every thing every one does. nothing is simple any more . But i don't feel sad like most people say they are when alone. i like it . never have to answer to any one , never have to share preferences or lie to people to protect them i can actually always tell the truth all the time . when it first started i thought ad eventually get over it but nope i still feel confotable this way :D ,
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Yeah I have trust issues with people too. Fuck I had a homeboy once and he set me up to get jumped and jacked. I only had 12 grams on me so that was pretty cool. I also got away with sneaking 200 dollars by pushing it through a little whole in my pocket when they told me to empty them. Now I feel like if I get in contact with anybody he knew (which were my friends) I will get jumped. So fuck them all, but that leaves me alone. I guess being alone is better than hanging out with snakey people though.. by a long shot. But did you see double jj's pics in the picture of yourself thread? He has a big family (some of those people were probably his friends too) and that looks like a dream to me. There's gotta be some real people out there who want the same as me. For now though, I guess it's good that I'm alone A.K.A safe.
 
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