If God granted us free will, he granted us the ability to think and "if" he exists between the thoughts as you put it, It seems that every thought would have a aprinkling of God in it
I appreciate your words.... and I will try to explain the disconnect that we are having....
THERE is NO free will in THINKING.. this is the illusion...
and until ONE makes an attempt to become aware of this truth or actually does become aware of this truth the illusion that ONE can actually think will continue.... until the moment of death
THINKING is an AUTOMATED PROCESS..
THE ONLY ILLUSION HERE ON EARTH are THOUGHTS themselves and the belief that WE ACTUALLY THINK...
The FREE WILL that you speak of is actually THE ABILITY TO NOT REACT TO THOUGHTS..
When ONE does not react to thoughts.. ONE consciously EVOLVES. All evolution is conscious...
This is called mindfulness or mediation or watching the mind, or non reactiveness... This requires becoming aware of something inside of you that can actually watch thoughts.... this is the first step..
FREE WILL = THE ABILITY TO NOT REACT TO THOUGHTS
This thing that people call the devil IS THOUGHTS
ALL THOUGHTS are the devil..
THE THOUGHTS about GOD are the devil
the thoughts about GOOD and EVIL are the devil..
BUT iN ACTUALITY.. the devil is also a product of thought...
IF YOU WISH TO KNOW WHAT FREE WILL IS AND WHAT THIS REALITY is THAT WE all live in... I can only suggest that you stop thinking..
WHEN the MIND actually comes to a halt... you will feel the grip of death... and fear... it is terrifying... there is only one way to pass this final moment.. and that is surrender... and the mind STOPS..
all the chatter comes to an end.. you actually die.. is seems like death... it is the end to the person YOU always thought was YOU..
but the body PERFECTLY intact... it is electrified.. as the awareness that ONE has kept so passionately on the mind spreads throughout the entire body.... YOU BECOME ALIVE... You can then actually see the brain for what it is.. it is simply a great computer you have in your skull.. BUT it is NOT YOU.. not even close!!!
does make sense?
YES, it can be difficult to stop thinking... and IT is actually unfathomable BY The thinking mind to stop thinking... BECAUSE THOUGHTS are automated.. with the ILLUSION that we are the THINKER... BUT we are not the thinker... and I have no fooking idea who the thinker is... lol
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