elcheguevara
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Ive cut down weed alot recently maybe 2 or once a week.rather than everyday.
Today i took two big hits off his pipe. I then starts feeling self concious while looking at mirrior, like stuck to it. Walking back and forth the room looking at myself again. So on.
then i go sit down, then all of a sudden i hear a little kids footsteps outside with a ghetto womans shouting behind her, thinking her mom. i just think its nothing just people passing by, but i thought it weird a mom would have a child awake at 12.30pm, but anyways i ignored it. i then got up as i started hearing thats womans voice again, weird as i thought they would of passed my house by now and far far down the street with me not being able to hear them again. i start getting worried, i get up to go by the window to her closer, im feeling weird and paranoid and the womans voice is getting louder and louder but i dont know whats shes saying its like distant but constant. to get to my window you have to walk past the mirror. i look at my mirror and get stuck at looking at my reflection. im now hearing a man talk that woman voice and a kind of crowd, im just looking myself freaking out my mind is all tense and chaotic like a million people talking but not understanding what they are saying.
then all of a sudden im like shit these voices are in my head this schizophrenia i got schizophrenia!!! then it goes alittle longer and then they stop.
i feel so shaken and mind raped i tell my self fuck weed i aint touching that shit again and put my weed and pipe away.
It weird because i knew i was hearing voices, but at first it was just my normal inner head voice like we always have, so i didnt notice it. But then all a sudden it was litrarly another voice/s i wasnt aware our mind was capable of hearing, since this my first ever time hearing audio hallucinations..i thought o shit this is schizophrenia, shit i got it, it was sudden and very scarey and hetic now my mind feels worried and weak
Then i tell my self relax its just your inner self dont worry and feel alot calm but worried itll happen again.
What happen?
Today i took two big hits off his pipe. I then starts feeling self concious while looking at mirrior, like stuck to it. Walking back and forth the room looking at myself again. So on.
then i go sit down, then all of a sudden i hear a little kids footsteps outside with a ghetto womans shouting behind her, thinking her mom. i just think its nothing just people passing by, but i thought it weird a mom would have a child awake at 12.30pm, but anyways i ignored it. i then got up as i started hearing thats womans voice again, weird as i thought they would of passed my house by now and far far down the street with me not being able to hear them again. i start getting worried, i get up to go by the window to her closer, im feeling weird and paranoid and the womans voice is getting louder and louder but i dont know whats shes saying its like distant but constant. to get to my window you have to walk past the mirror. i look at my mirror and get stuck at looking at my reflection. im now hearing a man talk that woman voice and a kind of crowd, im just looking myself freaking out my mind is all tense and chaotic like a million people talking but not understanding what they are saying.
then all of a sudden im like shit these voices are in my head this schizophrenia i got schizophrenia!!! then it goes alittle longer and then they stop.
i feel so shaken and mind raped i tell my self fuck weed i aint touching that shit again and put my weed and pipe away.
It weird because i knew i was hearing voices, but at first it was just my normal inner head voice like we always have, so i didnt notice it. But then all a sudden it was litrarly another voice/s i wasnt aware our mind was capable of hearing, since this my first ever time hearing audio hallucinations..i thought o shit this is schizophrenia, shit i got it, it was sudden and very scarey and hetic now my mind feels worried and weak
Then i tell my self relax its just your inner self dont worry and feel alot calm but worried itll happen again.
What happen?