U got a lucky guy April ur so nice, I'm just emotional I never expected anything it just made me feel better posting that, psych behind it u can't throw it out there like that and expect to meet "the one" due to greed as the motivating factor since I threw it out there. I just can't do that in my reality unless I feel like going to jail. Isn't it ironic? I'm good inside just feel weak and powerless at times with life. Actually I'm doing well thanks to subcool and the danksters. Supersoil is so great. His strains too. Some ppl have it and some don't. He does. It's just a lonely life being a grower in a very hostile climate. And the bourgeois background is impossible to shake, I get it from all sides. But I truly appreciate your kindness that's why I love women how they can brighten up all this darkness we all face. I don't bang shanks either I just seem to date them, exclusively. In my field I meet lots of women just greedy drug addicts. I just got robbed for like a quarter mil and I dumped my women, just felt used. And got jacked the day before I was going to pick, I work my ass off and sacrifice and sick of the rug being pulled out from under me. Everybody give ur growers a hug every now and again, it's not all Dom and limos. Thanks