fellas, I appricate the advice, i really do. However it's alot deeper than it appears. This girl has been my best friend for the longest. We've both came from broken homes, fucked up childhoods, and we've always been there for eachother. I fell in love with her along time ago so it's not just some stupid high school thing. Anyone who knows me on RIU knows ive been through some shit with females, so it's nothing new, nor is it something i couldn't handle. It's just that how do u stop the bleeding you know. i'm going away to a different college, this time without her and I know once I come back shit is not going to be the same. Maybe that's a good thing, I know we could never be more than friends, I just need to get her out of my head before I ruin a good thing with the other girl. I'm thinking that maybe I'll just "say goodbye" to my friend the right way, and just go away to school. Once im up there and not near her, things will be good. the girl i'm talking to is going to the same school so who knows,maybe that will grow into somthing serious. but at the moment it's just fucking with me. I'm sure u guys could understand that.............
OMG...now I agree...stfu and be decisive. Women like that.
If she's your best friend and you like that then you shouldnt have fucked her.
I slept with my best friends girl in high school. Ten years later I've lost him as any kind of friend and she wont speak to me anymore.
Just one of those mistakes you make when your young, dumb and full of cum.
College is a four-year emotionally intense mind fuck. You sweet little "girl next door" is gonna go to college, bang a bunch of black dudes, become a lesbian and
vegitarian an join PETA. And maybe if your lucky it will have just been a phase...but she's gonna come back different no matter what you do.
Beleive it or not you have an important choice. If you want a future with this girl then you have to start making the moves and giving signs now, cause college will change everything if you don't have a plan and even then it will be hard. If it's not that serious then WTF ARE YOU CRYING ABOUT!?
It's not safe for a male to have a female as a best friend as you've proven. You always end up trying to fuck them. How could they blame you though?
They listen to all your problems, give you shoulder to cry on, pretty much become your crutch, and then they're surprised when you fall for them.
But yeah, unless you have an awesome perspective and a solid code and self-control (which you don't because you sleep w. your best friends...big no-no) you shouldn't have female "best" friends. Cause what's a best friend really? The one you spend the most time with right?
Ps
If you spend enough ime away from the girl next door you'll eventually stop thinking about her romantically. It's a lot harder than just that I know, but you have to do it for your sanity.
Also i don't mean to be rough, but you sound a lot like me in High School. I was kind of a sensitive guy that wore his heart on his shoulder and fell in love easily. I would make things more difficult than it was
(*sigh...
it's not that easy guys...*deep breath, hold it....*SIGH....woe is me...lol)
It's ok. I was a pussy too.
I'm telling you man, don't let the good one get away...you never....NEVER....NEVER...NEVER...forget the (good) one that gets away. I still have a "girl next door" that I wonder about, but the "one that got away" is the one that tears my heart apart.
Besides that women will always bring drama 
