I dont feel comfortable talking with friends, because i dont want to dump my problems on them, and they have no clue ive been dealing with these problems. I dont have any family to turn to but my dad, but that gets old, trust me. Hes old fashioned, he will never come around to the pot industry and wanting to blow glass for a living, ect. I feel alone in the world, I need a good friend, someone i can turn to. Someone i dont know either, someone i didnt grow up around. Someone i can trust. Im loyal, im not a thief, and i dont forget those that have helped.