Try valerian...it's an herbal muscle relaxant and it makes you sleepy. I do like some pills though, in moderation.
Some Valerian Root and Magnesium and you will be golden, this is what I used when I told the docs to fuck off with their pills. SSRI Withdrawl Syndrome is shitty, some of the most depressed days of my life were the weeks after I quit "trying new pills". I even went to an anti-depressant message board looking for help, they told me the V-root, Mg cocktail before bed.
Prozac made me lethargic and very sleepy, probably contributed to me dropping out of college.
Paxil was a little better, but I couldn't get off... like ever.
There was another one or two that were a lot like the Zoloft, just made me feel robotic.
Marijuana has worked best to keep me on a more even keel. But the day after I run out, or if I know I don't have any for after work I can get a little irritable(like the last few days, GRRR, ready to kill the roommates). The only difference between a patient and a drug user is who takes your money.
Not to mention its best to have to face the emotions, find their roots so you can deal with them properly. SSRIs don't let you do that so well.
I've come to get a wierd satisfation out of that heart-wrenching agony you feel some days.