Beansly
RIU Bulldog
You know, I had the same conversation with myself yesterday.Okay. I'm sober now and I've just had a think. April is right. Urca is right.
I seriously need to go and have a good think about myself. It's getting kind of complicated offline at the moment and looking through my posts you can see they get more and more kinky the more insecure I'm feeling. I have to fix that. It's not safe or good for me. I'm sad and lonely at the moment, but that was out of order. I'm sorry for compromising people, being an embarrassment and letting people down.
What I'm seeing right now is how fucked up the whole thing is. The whole 'pleasing men' thing. It's also fucked up how much it makes me me liked or useful. That's another thing I need to fix.
Kuroi needs a good smack over the head and
1) To get over herself
2) Stop being so desperate for approval
3) Put everything away
Sorry. I'm especially sorry to those who say they like me but my posts put my character into question in their minds. I won't inconvenience you like that again.
jk You're very mature for your age.
I understand what you're saying but you ever consider that woman are petty and jealous creatures when it comes to other women? You think maybe they're just jealous?
I hope you find what it is that makes you happy girl.