ClaytonBigsby
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"We sometimes congratulate ourselves after waking from a troubling dream; it may be so, the moment after death" Nathaniel Hawthorne
I always liked to think that when i die i get to meet god and talk to it for as long as i want and ask it anything i have ever wondered, to have all my questions answered... but it's sort of a childlike fantasy.
Yeah I just can't help thinking that someone or something out there is keeping tabs on what we do. Yes, it sounds silly but holy shit what if I was wrong. As I get older I realize that any loving god wouldn't just "drop" us off on earth and expect us to find our way. So I figured if I am the best person I can be I'll fall into the right category somewhere.I wouldn't like to watch something like that... man it would suck, i've made too many mistakes already, and i'm sure there will be more to come.
Right, but there really is no "good" or "bad". We human animals have made up those concepts within our minds. What we think may be good, others on the other side of the world may think it is bad.Yeah I just can't help thinking that someone or something out there is keeping tabs on what we do. Yes, it sounds silly but holy shit what if I was wrong. As I get older I realize that any loving god wouldn't just "drop" us off on earth and expect us to find our way. So I figured if I am the best person I can be I'll fall into the right category somewhere.
My parents raised me on a combination of native(indian)and catholic beliefs.As I grew I studied various martial arts and the philosifies attatched to such-this past fall I was diagnosed with oral cancer and have had several very painfull treatments and am awaiting results Feb 13th.I have had to face my mortality-that my life will come to an end is very real to me.I may beat this-I may not.I dont think one should worry about dying/death.We should be more concerned with how we treat each other and how we behave in our evryday lives.We only get one chance at life I belive and what it is-is what we make of it.Try to enjoy it all-at least thats what Im trying to do.Peace.
Death can be terrifying if we don't know where we are going.
Say Jesus save me
Get baptized
Live a righteous life
And go to heaven and don't burn forever in a very real and burning hell.
I've heard demons screaming out of someone and i know hell is real.[video=youtube;ci9KI4rSXw4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci9KI4rSXw4[/video]
Thanks,I am comfortable with what ever happens oddly enough.As Captan Hook once said-"Death.The next great adventure."We had a big storm go through here last night,lots of fresh snow.So the wife and I are going taboganing with some hot chocolate.Peace.I hope you get good results brother.