life sucks i will die soon im shure

TheChosen · Jul 18, 2012

Oh man quit being a bitch.

"my anxiety my anxiety my anxiety." Just get over it you sound like a total puss

Can't hold a job because of once again, your anxiety? Sounds more like an excuse for wanting to sit inside all day and do nothing but smoke... err wait medicate to help your anxiety.

lol people these days are scared of their own shadow.

Morgan Lynn · Jul 18, 2012

I'm still scared of the dark.

What?! Come at me, bro.

budsmoker87 · Jul 18, 2012

this girl's avatar= beautiful. FUCK i have a boner ugh

Morgan Lynn said:
Counseling is the only thing that is going to help you. You can cover up your feelings with marijuana and Rx drugs but the only way to fix the problem is to tackle it head on. I have social anxiety, I battle it everyday, but I know that if I don't tackle it head on, I'll be a loser. I don't want to be a loser. I don't want to be a prisoner of my mind. I want to go out and allow myself to have fun. Don't hide from the world because eventually the world comes in for you and when she does it's much harder to handle.

Morgan Lynn · Jul 18, 2012

yeahhh, but I'm about to change it back because it's going to attract unwanted attention.

Grojak · Jul 18, 2012

Morgan Lynn said:
yeahhh, but I'm about to change it back because it's going to attract unwanted attention.

LOL Shall we start a 'Morgan' thread or have you not shown enough pics in panties yet? j/k LOL I get it though I'm sure WW deals with it too having a pic of herself, but I was just jokingly flirting I reckon but that would get old fast i'm sure. Hell every other reply to anything you write will be something in the lines of "your hot" or "post more pics of you" I get it

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stickyicky0420 · Jul 18, 2012

TheChosen said:
Oh man quit being a bitch.

"my anxiety my anxiety my anxiety." Just get over it you sound like a total puss

Can't hold a job because of once again, your anxiety? Sounds more like an excuse for wanting to sit inside all day and do nothing but smoke... err wait medicate to help your anxiety.

lol people these days are scared of their own shadow.

im far from a bitch my frind but i wouldnt expect someone as shallow minded as you to understand social anxiety its people like you who make it so hard to overcome get a life insted of picking on someone to make yourself feel better douch.

stickyicky0420 · Jul 18, 2012

Grojak said:
LOL Shall we start a 'Morgan' thread or have you not shown enough pics in panties yet j/k? LOL get it though, hell every other reply to anything you write will be something in the lines of "your hot" or "post more pics of you" I get it

lol

Morgan Lynn · Jul 18, 2012

Grojak said:
LOL Shall we start a 'Morgan' thread or have you not shown enough pics in panties yet j/k? LOL get it though, hell every other reply to anything you write will be something in the lines of "your hot" or "post more pics of you" I get it

No not even close to enough, try never have and never will.

I'm not into all dat.

TheChosen · Jul 18, 2012

Ok I will offer some advice.

Learn to spell.

Stop being a bitch.

People like me are those that go and enjoy life. You hide under the bed because the mail man is outside.

budsmoker87 · Jul 18, 2012

To the OP:

you remind me of myself just one year ago. Feeling hopeless, very introverted (but living an illegal life and making choices that caused me to purposefully stray from others for my own legal safety).

I said fuck it and drove across the country to work in an oilfield. what a LIFE SHAKING, EYE opening experience in sooo many ways. This allowed ME to grow which is most important

I found out yesterday that I have a benchmark warrant in the oilfield state I'd been in...because I was arrested a few months back with a gram of pot (the courts never contacted me to let me know the trial date and i missed it, so the warrant was issued).

Now I could've crawled inside a cave, paranoid and filled with anxiety...but I know that wouldn't ever cause the problem to go away and it would always just be there, looming over my head like a dark cloud and if I were ever to get pulled over a cop would instantly see there's a warrant for my arrest and I'd probably be taken into custody and possibly extradited to the state where the benchmark was issued. Pretty uneasy feeling...a gram of pot considered a "criminal case" and then feeling like a fugitive ontop of that.

So I just called the public defender's office to let them know I'm flying back to that state on Saturday...that I followed the judge's instructions he gave at the bond hearing when i was in custody (jail) to pay the restitution I owed and was completely honest. I said I wanted to return to work and knew I couldn't do so until this issue was resolved. I took deep breaths and was very polite/articulate and the woman i spoke with is trying to get the benchmark/bond dropped for me and said we'll be in contact over the next few days.

In conclusion...life is filled with these sorts of constant pressure-testers. The only way to deal with them is to confront them head-on...and then afterwards you'll feel the sense of empowerment for dealing with it and RELIEF. But you have to deem yourself capable

metaphorically I love the phrase "To live the dance of life is to literally practice the art of making your slips/falls look like part of your choreography"

stickyicky0420 · Jul 18, 2012

TheChosen said:
Ok I will offer some advice.

Learn to spell.

Stop being a bitch.

People like me are those that go and enjoy life. You hide under the bed because the mail man is outside.

good for you i can spell actuly it called typing in the dark.if your so happy why do you have to try and mess with someone down on there luck? maby to make youself feel better idk good luck.

TheChosen · Jul 18, 2012

lmao at you sitting in the dark. Thanks

budsmoker87 · Jul 18, 2012

everybody here wants to help. pot smokers are big on karma...we sorta intuitively understand that spreading positivity to others does come full-circle back to us

stickyicky0420 · Jul 18, 2012

TheChosen said:
lmao at you sitting in the dark. Thanks

np anytime i like sitting in the dark helps me meditate.

TheChosen · Jul 18, 2012

Here make a list of things you're afraid of and things you're not afraid of.

Things that stickyicky0420 is not afraid of: The dark

Things that stickyicky0420 is afraid of: Life

Dislexicmidget2021 · Jul 18, 2012

Blue Wizard said:
Trust me, that's not going to work, if it was that easy no one would have this problem. The best way I can describe what is going on, is that I'm like a dog that has been beaten and mistreated it's whole life, in my mind everyone is an enemy out to do me wrong. It's better for me to not trust anyone and just avoid them, it's very hard to get a dogs trust back that has had that happen to them.

I grew up a white kid in a border town and used to get picked on and gang beaten daily, then add the teachers, store clerks, next door neighbors, random people in the stores and on the streets treating me like shit too, along with an asshole stepdad at home and you can see why I don't trust anyone.

I was suicidal at age 10, if it wasn't for the fact that I couldn't bear to think about my mother crying over me killing myself I wouldn't be here. I'm not saying the OP went through a similar experience but he's probably had that ingrained in him for years and years like I did, it's not an easy fix.

well,Mr.Wizard it is just a method worth mentioning everyone is different,It may work or may not..just sayin.

Blue Wizard · Jul 18, 2012

TheChosen said:
Oh man quit being a bitch.

"my anxiety my anxiety my anxiety." Just get over it you sound like a total puss

Can't hold a job because of once again, your anxiety? Sounds more like an excuse for wanting to sit inside all day and do nothing but smoke... err wait medicate to help your anxiety.

lol people these days are scared of their own shadow.

I'm this way because I was abused for more than half my life, but I guess I'm still a puss because I didn't go columbine on my jr high. Which is the only way I could think of to stop getting ganged up and beaten by 10+ kids at a time in full view of teachers who yell horrible things and laugh at me while it was happening. Fighting back is no good when that out numbered, and when you do get the upper hand by some miracle, you get a knife pulled on you for your trouble. But I guess I'm a big ol' puss for letting years of abuse at school and basically everywhere except home (occasionally) mess me up.

Morgan Lynn · Jul 18, 2012

I'm afraid of fish biting me when I swim in a lake or river.

TheChosen · Jul 18, 2012

Blue Wizard said:
I'm this way because I was abused for more than half my life, but I guess I'm still a puss because I didn't go columbine on my jr high. Which is the only way I could think of to stop getting ganged up and beaten by 10+ kids at a time in full view of teachers who yell horrible things and laugh at me while it was happening. Fighting back is no good when that out numbered, and when you do get the upper hand by some miracle, you get a knife pulled on you for your trouble. But I guess I'm a big ol' puss for letting years of abuse at school and basically everywhere except home (occasionally) mess me up.

Hey dude if you want to think of yourself as a puss be my guest.

Not having any friends in school does at the very least make you a loser though.

budsmoker87 · Jul 18, 2012

hey "chosen"...i didn't have many friends in high school....hell I don't know...cuz I'm too busy travelling and making a ton more money than most people my age, or most people period

Oh I guess that makes me a loser though

fucking faggot douchebag

life sucks i will die soon im shure

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