KK26
Well-Known Member
From personal experience after smoking daily for decades, as long as I can remember, say 35yrs, I have quit weed during that time.
I quit out the blue after decades of smoking and 3 days later I was at emergency doctors with a heart rate of 185 which it had been at constantly for those past 3 days. Betablockers, proprananol, were needed and after 6 months I was back to normal. No weed and no intention of smoking again but I did soon after and now again decades of daily smoke because I'm afraid and don't want to stop in case same happens again. Was very hard for those 6 months, sweats, sleep issues, mental issues etc and it scared me.
As for pills, benzos has always been my weakness over the decades but as I've got older I do have more control than ever before. Maybe just experience but I can pinpoint the mg I need daily to hit the sweetspot enabling me to function.
So here I am, middleish age with decades of weed and benzo abuse/fun/best time ever and still at it without regrets.
As for dreams, I stopped having them years ago. Seriously I did. No dreams for me.
Considering all the above and still the fact that I am daily user of weed and pills I do have a busy responsible working family life and all this happens whilst I'm nicely under MY FUNCTIONAL daily influence totally unaware to most.
Call it control, I'd like to think so at my age but I do know I am dependant on both.
I quit out the blue after decades of smoking and 3 days later I was at emergency doctors with a heart rate of 185 which it had been at constantly for those past 3 days. Betablockers, proprananol, were needed and after 6 months I was back to normal. No weed and no intention of smoking again but I did soon after and now again decades of daily smoke because I'm afraid and don't want to stop in case same happens again. Was very hard for those 6 months, sweats, sleep issues, mental issues etc and it scared me.
As for pills, benzos has always been my weakness over the decades but as I've got older I do have more control than ever before. Maybe just experience but I can pinpoint the mg I need daily to hit the sweetspot enabling me to function.
So here I am, middleish age with decades of weed and benzo abuse/fun/best time ever and still at it without regrets.
As for dreams, I stopped having them years ago. Seriously I did. No dreams for me.
Considering all the above and still the fact that I am daily user of weed and pills I do have a busy responsible working family life and all this happens whilst I'm nicely under MY FUNCTIONAL daily influence totally unaware to most.
Call it control, I'd like to think so at my age but I do know I am dependant on both.