@ shagratt
First off, I can respect ur idealism but at the same time I can see it bringing you nothing but hardship in life. Like was said earlier, why do you think that someone would be producing plenty of plants for a cash crop, if not for cash?
You don't believe in war or any support of it in any kind, to that I agree 99%. But in ur case, I would suggest joining the military to get out of your situation - do it for a few years, save money, and change your life. Don't wanna kill? Fine - become a cook, become a medic, get into water purification (yes, they have jobs for that)... Most people in the military are support roles and the only thing they kill is beer on the weekend. But again, you sound like an idealist and this wont fly for you.
And quit watching tv... You seem to be comparing real life to "kung-fu" and border wars reality show... Reality TV isn't real. TV is designed for two things - brainwash you or still ur energy - seems to me they are winning on you if your getting pissed off over a tv show.
All I can recommend to you is take a break from saving the world, worry about urself for a few years. After that few years of sacrifice, you'll be in a much better situation and position to live your life the way you wanna live it :/
First off, I can respect ur idealism but at the same time I can see it bringing you nothing but hardship in life. Like was said earlier, why do you think that someone would be producing plenty of plants for a cash crop, if not for cash?
You don't believe in war or any support of it in any kind, to that I agree 99%. But in ur case, I would suggest joining the military to get out of your situation - do it for a few years, save money, and change your life. Don't wanna kill? Fine - become a cook, become a medic, get into water purification (yes, they have jobs for that)... Most people in the military are support roles and the only thing they kill is beer on the weekend. But again, you sound like an idealist and this wont fly for you.
And quit watching tv... You seem to be comparing real life to "kung-fu" and border wars reality show... Reality TV isn't real. TV is designed for two things - brainwash you or still ur energy - seems to me they are winning on you if your getting pissed off over a tv show.
All I can recommend to you is take a break from saving the world, worry about urself for a few years. After that few years of sacrifice, you'll be in a much better situation and position to live your life the way you wanna live it :/