ok. well things tonight went pretty rough... (not plant wise, but familly wise) well im 19, i live with my mom.... and 3 days ago, i learned my second stepdad (third marriage) mollested her daughter when she was 12... so my mom called the cops, made a declaration (because there already was a trial in place, but i didnt think he did it untill he told my mom. so a cop from the gov. of canada came over at arround 5 pm today to discuss the matter.... i almost shat in my pants due to my grow... and after staying here about 5 hours i decided to start asking about gov. laws here in quebec, about marijuana, growing, smoking possessing... and well he was worthy enough to trust... so my mom and i decided to tell him that we smoked weed together.... he wasnt really affected by it.... so i decided to trust him, and ask him a couple of questions such as if my second stepdad could use the fact that we smoke weed together against my moms declaration(she has two younger children (step brother and sister(for me)) the police officer said no. but he said , that if it takes long enough (the trial) he would have enough time to signal it to the DPJ (childrens protection)IDK how to call it in english, and that could start a "war" and they could take my step brother and step sister's guardianship which would forever ruin our lives. So after discussing that for an hour, i asked him what the options were (concerning the weed plants) and he said... i could either risk it.... or play it safe, and stop growing until he's proven guilty and is sent to jail.... so my mom and i decided we would play it safe for now....
but because im "a computer hacker" or at least a geek.... i could put a tracer on his (step dad) computer, to monitor everything he does from my computer... (like the gov can dooo
)so i can for-see his every move...from emails to his lawyers, to the internet searches he does.... so i would be one step ahead of him....and when i notice suspicious activity (calling cops, DPJ) i could prepare for the worst.... but then again... i still have to think of consequences of all my actions.... so im still thinking of stoping the grow until things get normal again.... (the trial is in june of this year) but there loads of shit i need to think through... thats gonna ruin my sleep... cause i have insomnia cause i cant stop thinking... which is why i smoke weed...including depression, arthritis,almost being anorexic.... and chronic back pain..... (so ill think of getting a license but thats gonna take forever) if you guys have any suggestions please post... it will do a lot of help !!!
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thanks in advance guys and gals.....
peace.....
what a fucking bastard.... his own fucking daughter !!!!!! she was fcking 12... its been 6 years already (shes 18 now) and theres still no movement (until NOW !!!) fucking bastard