tyler.durden
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That is better than I could have imagined. Thanks, Neo. Did he send you pics yet???Merry Christmas
That is better than I could have imagined. Thanks, Neo. Did he send you pics yet???Merry Christmas
Gay? probably not. The odds of catching something? You only topped and had oral so it's not too likely but I'd get checked just to be sure. If you want a better place to ask about these things you could try an LGBT forum.Sorry, advice was a wrong choice of words. I guess I ment ur honest opinion. Does this event make me gay? And what do u think my odds are of catching anything from her?
Op why again didn't you guys use the sex machine with the 12" black dildo? I feel like it's a no brainer that that thing gets used. I imagine a pile of intertwined dicks and balls rolling around the motel room when I read your story.
Your web-fu is strong too like mine, oh wise one.View attachment 3858892
sometimes on recent deletions, the cached version is still available:
sorry Neo, didn't see it
http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:9v26zG2xjHIJ:www.rollitup.org/t/need-some-honest-advice.930062/+&cd=1&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us
dude the original post is still thereI always miss the good stuff ..damn it
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Not sure how AIDS from a tranny meth hooker fits into that old adage though. You might get weaker from the AIDS actually. Good luck. Still waiting for those pics.Just when I think I can't get anymore fucked up. I go and do this.
My mind is still racing. I was able to get about four hours of sleep. I'm finally starting to feel kind of normal. Holy shit...
I keep feeling very shameful, but then think there shouldn't be anything to be shameful about, other than the stupidity of doing meth and not using a condom, which I would think is Worse than the fact it was a tranny. But I would much rather admit to people I know personally that I just did meth and fucked a meth hooker raw before I admit it was a tranny.
Ugh holy fucking shit..... I guess I feel like, whatever happens now, is out of my control, and I have to just except it. Obviously hoping for the best. I'm trying to stay honest and open. I shamefully admit I enjoyed very much the heat of the moment experience. Idk if I'm still not all there although I'm feeling more normal. I'm kinda thinking, and still trying to stay positive, that hopefully she is clean which is ultimately my main immediate concern,and that everything was what it seemed and basically see what this turns into. im thinking it may be beneficial to have a kinky friend to get freaky with every now and then. I'm getting the feeling if I do ever see her again, I'm afraid she's gonna look a lot different, like scary different. There wasn't a lot of eye contact made really, and I think it was a combination of my awkwardness, and I think she may have been feeling insecure. I'm actually a very good looking person. I smoke, eat unhealthy, and have never been so out of shape in my life, yet I remain looking in shape and toned and what not. But I'm also extremely insecure. Was never able to get over all the bs I went thru as a kid and teenager, had severe acne, all started happening in fourth grade. Was teased pretty bad fourth and fifth grade, and I think from then on my self esteem and confidence were completely gone.
Starting to get off track. Thought about deleting all this, but since I've gone this far, might as well keep going.
Honestly I know this isn't the site for this type of matter. It is good to get it of my chest. Hopefully with all these mixed opinions and attitudes, it can help me prepare for what's to come in the future.
She was fascinating. From what I can remember, very well spoken, very kind, and I haven't noticed anything missing yet... From what I can remember, she seemed like a good person. But also seems like half the time I was so fried I literally couldn't even finish a sentence, so really I have know idea whats what.
Said she was like the star on her hs basketball team. good at all sports. Knew more about basically all my electronics more than I do. Even said she Can fly a single engine plane. I admit I've always been the gullible type. piloting a plane seems a little over the top, but she was very convincing. I also kind of remember her talking about growing up in a nice family and her dad was an air traffic controller at an airport, and continued to be promoted to whatever. So even now that I think it all over, it still seems like maybe it's not as bad as I seems.
I'm having difficulty writing. Still pretty fried. Been writing this post about two hours now. Hopefully I can go back to sleep soon and hopefully by tomorrow I can see how big of a hole I dug. Again just hoping for the best. I have no doubt I will never touch meth again, but at the same time, foolishly hoping this whole experience will somehow be more of a benefit in the long run and maybe help me to be open and just be me. Goddammit this is going to be a long week. Anxious to see how I feel tomorrow.
You are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?Just when I think I can't get anymore fucked up. I go and do this.
My mind is still racing. I was able to get about four hours of sleep. I'm finally starting to feel kind of normal. Holy shit...
I keep feeling very shameful, but then think there shouldn't be anything to be shameful about, other than the stupidity of doing meth and not using a condom, which I would think is Worse than the fact it was a tranny. But I would much rather admit to people I know personally that I just did meth and fucked a meth hooker raw before I admit it was a tranny.
Ugh holy fucking shit..... I guess I feel like, whatever happens now, is out of my control, and I have to just except it. Obviously hoping for the best. I'm trying to stay honest and open. I shamefully admit I enjoyed very much the heat of the moment experience. Idk if I'm still not all there although I'm feeling more normal. I'm kinda thinking, and still trying to stay positive, that hopefully she is clean which is ultimately my main immediate concern,and that everything was what it seemed and basically see what this turns into. im thinking it may be beneficial to have a kinky friend to get freaky with every now and then. I'm getting the feeling if I do ever see her again, I'm afraid she's gonna look a lot different, like scary different. There wasn't a lot of eye contact made really, and I think it was a combination of my awkwardness, and I think she may have been feeling insecure. I'm actually a very good looking person. I smoke, eat unhealthy, and have never been so out of shape in my life, yet I remain looking in shape and toned and what not. But I'm also extremely insecure. Was never able to get over all the bs I went thru as a kid and teenager, had severe acne, all started happening in fourth grade. Was teased pretty bad fourth and fifth grade, and I think from then on my self esteem and confidence were completely gone.
Starting to get off track. Thought about deleting all this, but since I've gone this far, might as well keep going.
Honestly I know this isn't the site for this type of matter. It is good to get it of my chest. Hopefully with all these mixed opinions and attitudes, it can help me prepare for what's to come in the future.
She was fascinating. From what I can remember, very well spoken, very kind, and I haven't noticed anything missing yet...bragged lots about being a borderline prodigy pianist. From what I can remember, she seemed like a good person. But also seems like half the time I was so fried I literally couldn't even finish a sentence, so really I have know idea whats what.
Said she was like the star on her hs basketball team. good at all sports. Knew more about basically all my electronics more than I do. Even said she Can fly a single engine plane. I admit I've always been the gullible type. piloting a plane seems a little over the top, but she was very convincing. I also kind of remember her talking about growing up in a nice family and her dad was an air traffic controller at an airport, and continued to be promoted to whatever. So even now that I think it all over, it still seems like maybe it's not as bad as I seems.
I'm having difficulty writing. Still pretty fried. Been writing this post about two hours now. Hopefully I can go back to sleep soon and hopefully by tomorrow I can see how big of a hole I dug. Again just hoping for the best. I have no doubt I will never touch meth again, but at the same time, foolishly hoping this whole experience will somehow be more of a benefit in the long run and maybe help me to be open and just be me. Goddammit this is going to be a long week. Anxious and scared to see how I feel and what happens tomorrow.
LOL I fear it's sticky enough.You are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?
ohhh fuck yeaYou are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?