Need some honest advice

Blue Wizard

Well-Known Member
Sorry, advice was a wrong choice of words. I guess I ment ur honest opinion. Does this event make me gay? And what do u think my odds are of catching anything from her?
Gay? probably not. The odds of catching something? You only topped and had oral so it's not too likely but I'd get checked just to be sure. If you want a better place to ask about these things you could try an LGBT forum.

I'm a regular on one and we get people asking things like this all the time. Seems like at least one thread a day on someone asking if they are gay or not. The one I go to even has it to where you can ask or reply to anything anonymously.


P.S. 69'd for 10 hours? I'm jelly.
 

lokie

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Op why again didn't you guys use the sex machine with the 12" black dildo? I feel like it's a no brainer that that thing gets used. I imagine a pile of intertwined dicks and balls rolling around the motel room when I read your story.


They needed to keep something asside to make the second date intestinaly interesting.:o





No tranies were harmed during the research for this post.
 
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smokermore

Well-Known Member
Just when I think I can't get anymore fucked up. I go and do this.
My mind is still racing. I was able to get about four hours of sleep. I'm finally starting to feel kind of normal. Holy shit...
I keep feeling very shameful, but then think there shouldn't be anything to be shameful about, other than the stupidity of doing meth and not using a condom, which I would think is Worse than the fact it was a tranny. But I would much rather admit to people I know personally that I just did meth and fucked a meth hooker raw before I admit it was a tranny.
Ugh holy fucking shit..... I guess I feel like, whatever happens now, is out of my control, and I have to just except it. Obviously hoping for the best. I'm trying to stay honest and open. I shamefully admit I enjoyed very much the heat of the moment experience. Idk if I'm still not all there although I'm feeling more normal. I'm kinda thinking, and still trying to stay positive, that hopefully she is clean which is ultimately my main immediate concern,and that everything was what it seemed and basically see what this turns into. im thinking it may be beneficial to have a kinky friend to get freaky with every now and then. I'm getting the feeling if I do ever see her again, I'm afraid she's gonna look a lot different, like scary different. There wasn't a lot of eye contact made really, and I think it was a combination of my awkwardness, and I think she may have been feeling insecure. I'm actually a very good looking person. I smoke, eat unhealthy, and have never been so out of shape in my life, yet I remain looking in shape and toned and what not. But I'm also extremely insecure. Was never able to get over all the bs I went thru as a kid and teenager, had severe acne, all started happening in fourth grade. Was teased pretty bad fourth and fifth grade, and I think from then on my self esteem and confidence were completely gone.
Starting to get off track. Thought about deleting all this, but since I've gone this far, might as well keep going.
Honestly I know this isn't the site for this type of matter. It is good to get it of my chest. Hopefully with all these mixed opinions and attitudes, it can help me prepare for what's to come in the future.
She was fascinating. From what I can remember, very well spoken, very kind, and I haven't noticed anything missing yet...bragged lots about being a borderline prodigy pianist. From what I can remember, she seemed like a good person. But also seems like half the time I was so fried I literally couldn't even finish a sentence, so really I have know idea whats what.
Said she was like the star on her hs basketball team. good at all sports. Knew more about basically all my electronics more than I do. Even said she Can fly a single engine plane. I admit I've always been the gullible type. piloting a plane seems a little over the top, but she was very convincing. I also kind of remember her talking about growing up in a nice family and her dad was an air traffic controller at an airport, and continued to be promoted to whatever. So even now that I think it all over, it still seems like maybe it's not as bad as I seems.
I'm having difficulty writing. Still pretty fried. Been writing this post about two hours now. Hopefully I can go back to sleep soon and hopefully by tomorrow I can see how big of a hole I dug. Again just hoping for the best. I have no doubt I will never touch meth again, but at the same time, foolishly hoping this whole experience will somehow be more of a benefit in the long run and maybe help me to be open and just be me. Goddammit this is going to be a long week. Anxious and scared to see how I feel and what happens tomorrow.
 
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neosapien

Well-Known Member
Just when I think I can't get anymore fucked up. I go and do this.
My mind is still racing. I was able to get about four hours of sleep. I'm finally starting to feel kind of normal. Holy shit...
I keep feeling very shameful, but then think there shouldn't be anything to be shameful about, other than the stupidity of doing meth and not using a condom, which I would think is Worse than the fact it was a tranny. But I would much rather admit to people I know personally that I just did meth and fucked a meth hooker raw before I admit it was a tranny.
Ugh holy fucking shit..... I guess I feel like, whatever happens now, is out of my control, and I have to just except it. Obviously hoping for the best. I'm trying to stay honest and open. I shamefully admit I enjoyed very much the heat of the moment experience. Idk if I'm still not all there although I'm feeling more normal. I'm kinda thinking, and still trying to stay positive, that hopefully she is clean which is ultimately my main immediate concern,and that everything was what it seemed and basically see what this turns into. im thinking it may be beneficial to have a kinky friend to get freaky with every now and then. I'm getting the feeling if I do ever see her again, I'm afraid she's gonna look a lot different, like scary different. There wasn't a lot of eye contact made really, and I think it was a combination of my awkwardness, and I think she may have been feeling insecure. I'm actually a very good looking person. I smoke, eat unhealthy, and have never been so out of shape in my life, yet I remain looking in shape and toned and what not. But I'm also extremely insecure. Was never able to get over all the bs I went thru as a kid and teenager, had severe acne, all started happening in fourth grade. Was teased pretty bad fourth and fifth grade, and I think from then on my self esteem and confidence were completely gone.
Starting to get off track. Thought about deleting all this, but since I've gone this far, might as well keep going.
Honestly I know this isn't the site for this type of matter. It is good to get it of my chest. Hopefully with all these mixed opinions and attitudes, it can help me prepare for what's to come in the future.
She was fascinating. From what I can remember, very well spoken, very kind, and I haven't noticed anything missing yet... From what I can remember, she seemed like a good person. But also seems like half the time I was so fried I literally couldn't even finish a sentence, so really I have know idea whats what.
Said she was like the star on her hs basketball team. good at all sports. Knew more about basically all my electronics more than I do. Even said she Can fly a single engine plane. I admit I've always been the gullible type. piloting a plane seems a little over the top, but she was very convincing. I also kind of remember her talking about growing up in a nice family and her dad was an air traffic controller at an airport, and continued to be promoted to whatever. So even now that I think it all over, it still seems like maybe it's not as bad as I seems.
I'm having difficulty writing. Still pretty fried. Been writing this post about two hours now. Hopefully I can go back to sleep soon and hopefully by tomorrow I can see how big of a hole I dug. Again just hoping for the best. I have no doubt I will never touch meth again, but at the same time, foolishly hoping this whole experience will somehow be more of a benefit in the long run and maybe help me to be open and just be me. Goddammit this is going to be a long week. Anxious to see how I feel tomorrow.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Not sure how AIDS from a tranny meth hooker fits into that old adage though. You might get weaker from the AIDS actually. Good luck. Still waiting for those pics.
 

tyler.durden

Well-Known Member
Just when I think I can't get anymore fucked up. I go and do this.
My mind is still racing. I was able to get about four hours of sleep. I'm finally starting to feel kind of normal. Holy shit...
I keep feeling very shameful, but then think there shouldn't be anything to be shameful about, other than the stupidity of doing meth and not using a condom, which I would think is Worse than the fact it was a tranny. But I would much rather admit to people I know personally that I just did meth and fucked a meth hooker raw before I admit it was a tranny.
Ugh holy fucking shit..... I guess I feel like, whatever happens now, is out of my control, and I have to just except it. Obviously hoping for the best. I'm trying to stay honest and open. I shamefully admit I enjoyed very much the heat of the moment experience. Idk if I'm still not all there although I'm feeling more normal. I'm kinda thinking, and still trying to stay positive, that hopefully she is clean which is ultimately my main immediate concern,and that everything was what it seemed and basically see what this turns into. im thinking it may be beneficial to have a kinky friend to get freaky with every now and then. I'm getting the feeling if I do ever see her again, I'm afraid she's gonna look a lot different, like scary different. There wasn't a lot of eye contact made really, and I think it was a combination of my awkwardness, and I think she may have been feeling insecure. I'm actually a very good looking person. I smoke, eat unhealthy, and have never been so out of shape in my life, yet I remain looking in shape and toned and what not. But I'm also extremely insecure. Was never able to get over all the bs I went thru as a kid and teenager, had severe acne, all started happening in fourth grade. Was teased pretty bad fourth and fifth grade, and I think from then on my self esteem and confidence were completely gone.
Starting to get off track. Thought about deleting all this, but since I've gone this far, might as well keep going.
Honestly I know this isn't the site for this type of matter. It is good to get it of my chest. Hopefully with all these mixed opinions and attitudes, it can help me prepare for what's to come in the future.
She was fascinating. From what I can remember, very well spoken, very kind, and I haven't noticed anything missing yet...bragged lots about being a borderline prodigy pianist. From what I can remember, she seemed like a good person. But also seems like half the time I was so fried I literally couldn't even finish a sentence, so really I have know idea whats what.
Said she was like the star on her hs basketball team. good at all sports. Knew more about basically all my electronics more than I do. Even said she Can fly a single engine plane. I admit I've always been the gullible type. piloting a plane seems a little over the top, but she was very convincing. I also kind of remember her talking about growing up in a nice family and her dad was an air traffic controller at an airport, and continued to be promoted to whatever. So even now that I think it all over, it still seems like maybe it's not as bad as I seems.
I'm having difficulty writing. Still pretty fried. Been writing this post about two hours now. Hopefully I can go back to sleep soon and hopefully by tomorrow I can see how big of a hole I dug. Again just hoping for the best. I have no doubt I will never touch meth again, but at the same time, foolishly hoping this whole experience will somehow be more of a benefit in the long run and maybe help me to be open and just be me. Goddammit this is going to be a long week. Anxious and scared to see how I feel and what happens tomorrow.
You are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?
 

curious2garden

Well-Known Mod
Staff member
You are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?
LOL I fear it's sticky enough.
 

bu$hleaguer

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I agree with Tyler, this is a real breathe of fresh air with the constant bullshit and drama around here, thanks for letting us chat with you about your unique experience. We all need to just sit back and do some meth and end up with our balls rubbing against another persons balls while balls deep in their ass.

If it makes you feel any better, I banged a human off of craigslist a few years ago who made me tie a pair of their pink stockings around my head so I couldn't see anything. It started with sloppy head and then I was eased into their hole. Afterwards and still to this day I think it was a dude because the whole situation was odd and quite un romantic but I ended up ok. No AIDS anyway. There's a thread about it somewhere, perhaps you can read it and learn something.
 

greasemonkeymann

Well-Known Member
You are awesome. Your posts are very entertaining and refreshing, thanks for baring your soul to us. Please keep this thread going, think of it as your online journal. I'm having some friends over tonight and I'm going to read this thread to them. I'm really looking forward to it. Mods, can we sticky this?
ohhh fuck yea
I didn't want him to know, but I already read his post to all my guys at the shop (even read it to a couple parts-guys)
we were ROLLING...
good fuckin times man
made my day
and that's no joke
funny shit
 
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