alot of you know i spoke about my uncle who was killed when he returned home from iraq , he died via motorcycle accident in 2010
my aunt was left with their two small children
today i found out my aunt has lung cancer that is inoperable, it has spread to her heart and liver and she has untill less than december to live
so now two boys 8 and 10 are going to be orphans left without their parents
my aunt has never smoked a day in her life.
she is dying......i cannot imagine how scared she is
i have offered to take the boys, i know she has someone lined up already but i will offer in the event that falls through
..... the world is sick. "god" is cruel.
im so angry and disgusted and sad.
In all seriousness, Huachuma might help both of you. I'm not minimizing your pain. I just mean to offer a release from it through better perception and direct contact with God. I'd suggest Ayahuasca, but that actually is horrifying, whereas Huachuma is not. But it will help her come to terms with this Death, and help you both understand that everything will be ok after the leap into the "abyss." There is something in void that loves you, will catch you, dust you off, and you will find another incarnation free from the pain of this current life.
I am really sorry to hear everything that is going on with you. I can't imagine how things must be going from your perspective. I hope you won't mistake this suggestion as ignorant. It's probably the most humane thing I can offer in terms of comfort, because you both will know where she is going, and that we are eternal. This isn't a belief, it's a fact, and I can only assure you that if you take my advice, everything will be ok.
Please take this for what it is--a heartfelt expression of empathy and an offer of comfort in the face of what you both are about to deal with--and not as ignorance, as I'm sure it may seem to some. I express my love for all of you over there, and everyone that has ever existed.