So, here is a rare pinworm post for you. I think I am finally done doing powder.
I quit on Sunday and have been clean since. I got past the sweats and the shakes. It was getting to be pretty gnarly. I was literally up to 4 grams a day, easy. Once I read that I was doing almost as much as Charlie Sheen minus the winning, I got a little bummed out.
I went through the worst, and am finally chilling out. But, this morning when my kiddo showed me the golden side of humanity, my faith was restored. I felt like I was letting her and myself down with the nonsense.
It was GWN's advice that got me here, too. No bullshit. I put a picture of my little one in my wallet and whenever I reached for a dollar to roll, I would see her looking back, and it really resonated. So, I just wanna say thanks, boss. I know this isn't a fucking NA meeting or whatever, but I thought you buttholes might be stoked to know I am done with shredding my insides. I'm fucking 30 something now, and I got shit to do. Tired of being a cliche...