im trying to remember when i had faith or believed in god but i cant i never have . ive had times when i wanted to belive i wanted to go and tell a priest of the bad things ive done and clear my mind, but i got over them any way with out the help of god, i learned about the ego and how it manifests itself in religion, i dont care to much for that either i think the human race couldnt survive without a reason to explain why some things happens, its like they need it to cope. at this point in my life i dont believe in religion i dont believe there is an answer to why we are here. i used to go to church every sunday when i was younger but i was constantly numb then anyway in my own little world. i was raised buy my irish/scotish grandparents who were strictly religius and i learnd that if i do wrong i will feel bad not because of god but because of the feeling of guilt that was instiled in me but now i know that guilt is just a feeling and it goes away, its not god its part of being human.
do people only want to be part of a group or religion to socialise ? i dont no, i do no that people will kill each other over religion thats been proven, catholic prodestant for example but even then they had other motives the religion was just a way of grouping together right?
i know that if i do help some one if they need it, it makes me feel good but that again is just a feeling, if a situation arose were i had a chance to help some one and i never, i would not feel that god would punish me for it.
i just had a though, why are we the only species on earth that has evolved this way. could this be a way of evoling and our brains have not adapted to it yet so there is a gap wich we havnt figured out yet ?
how can you say it is better to abort a child than foster it i know i would not be alive today if that was true