Idea..
Get back into bud by learning to cross pollinate... make your own strain that gets you like you want.
Stay away from the pills man.. i know way too many Xanny heads and they are all dumb as a brick. One dude i know took 12 Xanax, 2 percs, drank a 6 pack, smoked some meth, bud and crack, and snotted a few lines in 1 night.. woke up in rehab in fucking AZ.. didnt see him for 3 months.. He came back, was clean cept for bud for 5 weeks, then went back to rehab for all the same shit. The kid is a nice guy, not too sketchy since ive known him for a good 6 years or so, but you can tell hes done too many pills and other things.
Just learn to cross pollinate and make your own strain man.. do whatever you can to stay away from pills, of all kinds.