The Friend Zone.

RightyMcquick said:

WTF?



AGAIN, WTF?



you should talk to your doctor...


what are you bringing to my discussion?



obviously.



WHY? and slightly edited...

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rightymcquick said:

fear. Insecurity. Hope. Failure. Judgement. Regret. All these things surround me, as i try to make it through.
My feelings are as they seem; true, but then why are they causing me to wish that i didn't have any at all?
I am scarred that what i feel is wrong.
Trying to deal with the insecurity of liking a friend more than just a friend can be a very slippery slope.
All i can do is hope. Some people say that their partner is also their best friend. Why can't my best friend be my partner...
Partner?
I don't want to say a word for fear that i will lose it all, but if i don't how long will
this sense of hopelessness last? If i do grow a pair and say something, is that fair? What kind of judgement
will be passed... Will everything end up in the past? When i think about myself and the way i feel,
i cant help but think about why im down, and how you bring me up. I want more, maybe for selfish reasons, but
if nobody were selfish nobody would get ahead. I'm alone in this body and always will be,
i just don't want to be alone in this life, and never should be. Why is it wrong? Is it wrong? In my head my thoughts
are fighting each other leaving me looking for a break. I just want you to feel the same, but hoping that someone
will feel a certain way is futile and juvenile. I need to get over it, but how???

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