Drug induced states can be very revealing, and you can learn much about yourself and in kind the world and people around you. Understanding yourself is the key to happiness (also of course, copious amounts of weed). You need to suffer that bad trip, the kind where you believe you are about to die, the shit-yourself scary kind. Frth', I honestly believe you are lacking in this department. It is you with closed views. You believe that because you believe that anything is possible and indeed could exist, that you have an open mind. Wrong. Your mind is closed to the fact that gods do not exist, closed to to the fact that ghosts don't either. It is you that is unbending and arrogant. You have no vision because you cannot know anything. Or I should say you will not allow yourself to accept the knowledge.
btw frth', how's tinkerbell?