ExplicitKilla
Well-Known Member
What im about to say stands behind NO theories or facts, strictly opinion.
I've always thought about the universe and god. Thinking about the universe and how "it never ends" is fucking wierd and I choose not to think about it anymore caus it just sends my head spinnin.. God on the other hand I've always wondered about, I grew up in a family who believed in god, but I never wanted to set my beliefs on that he is real or that he isn't. Your right, I am scared to not have belief and find a horrible fate and regret the actions I couldnt ever take back, but then again I feel believing would be more than just a waste of my time. I don't want to sit in my room and talk to myself frontin like there is actually somebody out there listening to myself and every other fuckin person out there with there hands together, or why would I want to present myself so faithfully to a "holy ground" man built church every sunday just to hear about some guy somebody wrote about. The bible? I look at this bible like... Harry Potter. Its fiction, "god" did not write a book about himself, somebody else had a very wide imagination and wrote a great story that many people reflected upon till this very day. I have never read the bible nor read up on any facts so therefor my opinions to anyone else would be rendered pointless and ignorant, but to me its hard to believe in something you cannot see, hear, smell, or feel.. and why should I drag my life behind 10 rules set by some guy back in the ages whos no different than me, about the same way I look at the government and the president.
and just to add to the animal intelligence thing, you hear about the baby who fell into the gorilla cage at the zoo and how the momma gorilla took care of the baby, or what about the people with anti-social pets that seem to lay by your side when your upset, they know.... heh im going to bed.. forget about what i said
Alright shit.. im ranting again. 6:09 AM, BORED AS FUCK, CANT SLEEP!
I've always thought about the universe and god. Thinking about the universe and how "it never ends" is fucking wierd and I choose not to think about it anymore caus it just sends my head spinnin.. God on the other hand I've always wondered about, I grew up in a family who believed in god, but I never wanted to set my beliefs on that he is real or that he isn't. Your right, I am scared to not have belief and find a horrible fate and regret the actions I couldnt ever take back, but then again I feel believing would be more than just a waste of my time. I don't want to sit in my room and talk to myself frontin like there is actually somebody out there listening to myself and every other fuckin person out there with there hands together, or why would I want to present myself so faithfully to a "holy ground" man built church every sunday just to hear about some guy somebody wrote about. The bible? I look at this bible like... Harry Potter. Its fiction, "god" did not write a book about himself, somebody else had a very wide imagination and wrote a great story that many people reflected upon till this very day. I have never read the bible nor read up on any facts so therefor my opinions to anyone else would be rendered pointless and ignorant, but to me its hard to believe in something you cannot see, hear, smell, or feel.. and why should I drag my life behind 10 rules set by some guy back in the ages whos no different than me, about the same way I look at the government and the president.
and just to add to the animal intelligence thing, you hear about the baby who fell into the gorilla cage at the zoo and how the momma gorilla took care of the baby, or what about the people with anti-social pets that seem to lay by your side when your upset, they know.... heh im going to bed.. forget about what i said
Alright shit.. im ranting again. 6:09 AM, BORED AS FUCK, CANT SLEEP!