Trust me will, im an animal lover. But im a realist too. Wild cats that are destroying the crawl space in my buddies house with urine and ripping up insulation that will be destroyed anyway, i can take care of, im a man enough to take care of that. And my grampa whapped the kittens heads off, not me. I had an expirience like you with the hawk when i was a kid too, turned me off killing animals for fun forever. I was probably 12 and i got my first pellet gun. I saw a robin in the bushes and i shot it. Me and my bro ran over to see if we killed it and it had been on a nest that we didnt see. A bunch of baby birds and a mother bird died because i was a stupid asshole that day. Never again did i ever kill anything besides mosquitos and flies that didnt need to die. I have killed two deer and a moose that have been hit by cars. And i ate the moose...well most of it.
Yeah I'm a sentimental guy too when it comes to wildlife. I would never just kill something that didn't need to be killed. Being a long time home owner though, you realise that sometimes you have to just handle business. And if they are mucking up your crib then you gotta do something.
A while back we found evidence of rats. Like last fall when the cold was setting in. Been there done that and we put out poison. My wife complains of a dead animal smell and we found three dead field rats behind our fridge. Yuck. But, had they stayed out in the fields there wouldn't have been a problem.
That reminds me. Best to just be prepared. I'll set out poison (away from where the pets could get it) this summer.
I don't do unfixed pets period. I don't do cats anyway, but I assure you it would be fixed in my house. And I don't respect people who turn their family pets into personal puppy mills for $$$$.
I don't hunt, but I am aware of what happens when you allow wild game to overpopulate. I love meat! If ever I wanted meat and couldn't get it from the grocery store, watch about Bamby! I'm coming to get YA. I'll say a prayer afterward, just like I do for road kill as I pass it on the road.
Best to just handle it bro. Before they mess up your crib.
I want details how you get it brutha. Everybody needs a shotgun. I need a .22 now that I think about it. Guess I'll beg the wife for one. Also have a crossbow. Just in case YA know. I'm not a gun freek, it's just a tool in my eyes. I am the kinda guy that has like 5 hammers all over the house. So I can be sure I will find one when I need it. Screwdrivers? OMG! Dozens and dozens.