God, even in the dictionary, is defined as "the supreme reality". Its the world around us when we observe it without interpretations. To find god we have to entirely kill the ego, and sin is what fuels the ego. The ego causes us to see each other as different so we can perceive a menace from a friend, and then be able to run away because in the physical realm space and time (appear to) exist. When we find God, Life becomes significantly more real, much like after a spiritual awakening but without passion. there's this fear that there's a ghost with us (the holy ghost), but the ghost is ourself, and its this sensation brought on by our agknowledgement of what we are seeing, knowing that at that point we are pure and full of light and then if we sin as of that point we are sinning in the lord and are permanently kicked out of that glorious reality and back into the world of perceptions, officially gaining the title " fallen angel". But there is no afterlife, the only judgement is our own judgement and it is our choice to let go of guilt. We're just ants