abalonehx
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yep, keep a very small circle of (loyal) friends and only do biz thru a single intermediary...No new friends.
yep, keep a very small circle of (loyal) friends and only do biz thru a single intermediary...No new friends.
youl be fine in a few days your mind will settle be good manSorry my mind seems more fucked up now than it was earlier. I keep replaying the incident over and over and now realize there were red flags everywhere.
There are so many good comments on this thread, I don't even know where to begin replying. My brain is just blah I'm gonna try to go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.
What about your last thread about the insurance guy? was he involved?Sorry my mind seems more fucked up now than it was earlier. I keep replaying the incident over and over and now realize there were red flags everywhere.
There are so many good comments on this thread, I don't even know where to begin replying. My brain is just blah I'm gonna try to go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.
Japanese style of composting called bokashi can break down an entire human body in 30 days. Just saying.
Youd have some fresh blood and bone meal. Lol
Sorry my mind seems more fucked up now than it was earlier. I keep replaying the incident over and over and now realize there were red flags everywhere.
There are so many good comments on this thread, I don't even know where to begin replying. My brain is just blah I'm gonna try to go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.
Damn right. My family knows not to show up unannounced ever since I answer to door with a pistol in my moms face. I didn't know it was her and scared the hell out of here.Same thing happened to me a couple years ago. Random home invasion though. They didn't know I was growing. 3 black guts with guns. They forced their way into my front door. I fought off one and the other pistol whipped me on the back of the head. Then they tied me up when I went down. They took a half p , $600 , xbox, games, groceries, tv, sheets, plants, lights, phone, wallet and more.
I was replaying everything in my head too. Went and stayed at mom's for 2 days after that. Stuck it out for a couple weeks. Then moved an hour away. Borrowed some lights and started over and took a a year to bounce back from everything I lost. Things ended up being better than they could have if I didn't move. If that didn't happen I'd still be in that hood.
If they came the day before they would have gotten shot by 5 people. We went shooting the day before. My buddy volunteered to clean all the guns so they were at his house. Now I never answer the door without a gun or a knife in my hand.
i can't help but think If OP had previously watched the movie scarface before his drug deal , things may have turned out differently for himYep, Like the dude in pulp fiction said,
Thats pride fucking with you!
Fuck pride!
Tham brah!! Just pray and let God take care of your enemies and ask him to guide you throuh these roads. As they can be trenches. But allways remember "IF GOD IS WITH ME WHO SHALL COME AGAINST US! AMEN..Sorry my mind seems more fucked up now than it was earlier. I keep replaying the incident over and over and now realize there were red flags everywhere.
There are so many good comments on this thread, I don't even know where to begin replying. My brain is just blah I'm gonna try to go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.
Gasoline and sleeping bags go a long way in situations like this.So looks like I'm done...lease is just about up, just got ripped off 12 ozs,2250$. I been selling to this guy little sacks for awhile now. He pressed the gun to the back of my head and his friend had a tire iron, and they said get the fuck
out so I did..
I didn't sign up for this shit.. I will be moving back to Texas very soon, defeated, probably sacking groceries for the rest of my miserable life
They took your sheets ?Same thing happened to me a couple years ago. Random home invasion though. They didn't know I was growing. 3 black guts with guns. They forced their way into my front door. I fought off one and the other pistol whipped me on the back of the head. Then they tied me up when I went down. They took a half p , $600 , xbox, games, groceries, tv, sheets, plants, lights, phone, wallet and more.
I was replaying everything in my head too. Went and stayed at mom's for 2 days after that. Stuck it out for a couple weeks. Then moved an hour away. Borrowed some lights and started over and took a a year to bounce back from everything I lost. Things ended up being better than they could have if I didn't move. If that didn't happen I'd still be in that hood.
If they came the day before they would have gotten shot by 5 people. We went shooting the day before. My buddy volunteered to clean all the guns so they were at his house. Now I never answer the door without a gun or a knife in my hand.
Give it some time. The bad dreams will go away. You will bounce back.
I've been jacked and screwed several times. Only at gun point 3 times. 2 times we're people i knew. They ended up in jail. The last a I was taking about above, they got killed robbing the wrong person a week later.
After some time you will bounce back. I think almost everyone in this field has dealt with it at one time or another.
At least you are alive and not physically hurt. It could of been a lot worse.
Good luck. And hopefully some one can kick you some weed to help calm your nerves.
Caustic soda and lime will dissolve pretty much everything with in 24 hrs , anyways that sucks man you need to find that one person that buys it all then moves it down the chain..Japanese style of composting called bokashi can break down an entire human body in 30 days. Just saying.
Youd have some fresh blood and bone meal. Lol