Ive found growing a lonely old game especially when its not just a hobby and imo you dont need a army of lights to be a cash cropper 4lights can earn you a wage, but when its your wage thats pressure and its lonely cause you carnt let anyone no your business its too risky, so this thread has been my own counseller my outlet my way of keeping sane for many of them yrs.
Aye lad, can be a lonely game keeping mates at arms length and been suspicious of new folks that we meet along the way.
Half the people I meet I just want to shake them and ask why they are buying shite that's chopped early and hardly dried, wana say here ya go have some of this. But then its phone calls and questions, can you get me some more of that shit and introduce me to your guy...
Anyhow, congrats on the weight loss, good going considering you've not cut out the booze. Only weight I lose is a pound in the morn after a coffee and that takes two flushes to get rid..
As far as this thread goes, took me years to even come in here, its a bit like walking into a party when you know nobody there, everyone's in the middle of a conversation you don't have a grasp of and there's history between folk you cant ask about.