I refused to abide by my government contract, and refused a job at a Kmart because i couldnt abide by Kmarts contract the other day.
I actually thrive at repetition.
Kmart said they have a ZERO tolerance towards illicit drugs. But it was ok to take benzo if your doctor told them it was ok.
Regular testing. Fitness for work duty in the morning.
One of the criteria for suspicion was anxiety, manic behaviour, and depression.
Well Kmart can't understand that i have been, manic, depressed, and anxious since i have been a toddler.
Started smoking at 19. Calmed me down so much i wasn't anxious and could hold my thoughts a little longer.
I rang my government. Said i refuse to abide by their terms. That i am human just like them, and have the right to feel happy.
My government has reached out to me, and i think we are slowly negotiating an understanding.
I said i am saine, that nobody including them was going to tell me otherwise. That my mind does not live in a cage. Also to negotiate with me immediately, or kick me out on the street. Their choice.
They accepted my words, and we're going to work on a contract.
Feel much better.
Also it feels great to have everyone here on RIU.
I think if i wasn't here expressing myself these past months, i don't know where i'd be.
Social pressure is a very real thing.