If by love you mean wanting to slap you up side of the head, then yeah.That’s what outo flowers are for. im I’m this for the pure insanity of it all. The woman. Well. Ha. They love it.
You (and I mean you personally), can't get that big of a tree to harvest. Trust me on this. I can tell based on your questions. Take clones, lots of them and as soon as they are rooted flip them. That will be easier and will get you a larger harvest. You can even use a couple of clones of her to SCROG while you are flowering out your SOG. You don't have to lose her you just have to lose this TREE form factor of her.