u must be a one hello of a weak person to do it then, a fucking pussy-boy in my opinion! Life has to be hard( not druggy hard), because then u can actually learn something, thats one of my life filosofies. But making hard drugs a part of your life, thats....Thats WEAK
Well...when it comes to coping with depression yes I am as you'd say "very weak" I almost always would get high or drunk. Now to call me a pussy because I have an addiction I think is a bit much. You know absolutley nothing about me besides I suffer from addiction. You call someone with cancer hella weak? A pussy boy? Yes I bought it on myself but so did alot of people with lung cancer or emphasyma (sp?). But we all have our strong points. I'm not going to dick size and tell you the strong positive things about me I just wanted to say how "weak" it was for you to say that. If you think I'm a pussy, weak etc don't "wish you get your shit together" to me. Just fuck off.
My bane was OPIUM when I was in Asia it was cheap and smoked it didnt fire it up....didnt think nothin of it till I got bck to States FUCK that shit was expencive......messed with it a few days and was broke.....still in military.....tried quit and fucking had withdrawls like hell....took 20 day leave stayed a buddies house and he and his wife put up with my withdrawls and kept me strong.......friends come over and fight with my ass settleing me down......but after about 12 days it was with in tolarance then by 30 days I was ok ass far as being sick and feeling like shit..........never touched it again....but if I got some I would be right back where I was...that shit was just to fucking awesome....................lsd black mollys back then dont mess with em now.........am a pill head on Vigatin but I get it free and the VA is the one that got me hooked on em .......I dont take em for a few days and build up a stash for like a Saturday or something then take about 4 of the 10mm and am good for the whole day with pot..............thats abou tthe extint of my drugs.......
edit: well I do about an oz a month of pot of course and more if have company...like for the UFC PPV fights......
Like my friend Pete. Pete is going on about 60 now and he was in NAM. He came back the biggest junkie. He never got clean since. He's been injecting heroin, oxys, opanas, you name it for 40 years! Yes he's still alive but he has almost no veins left....we call him stumpy.
i'm just saying it's been proven to help ward off lots of the withdrawals.
cannabinoids do affect nearly all the same transfer systems in the brain, that's why it WILL reduce the withdrawal symtoms, not cure them in hardcore users of course.
but common, how could you call it bs when the cannabinoid receptors work on dopamine, serotonin, etc. same receptors the opioid receptor works on, with less influence on the nervous system.
so common I'm not spouting bullshit here, I said it would help, not cure.
Hey thanks for the advice polaris. I know I've busted your chops in the past (but I think you see that was just my sense of humor mostly). Unfotinatley after ten years of smoking I no longer smoke. It gives me panic attacks. IDK why but ever since about a year ago I jus woke up one day, smoked, major panic attack. Happends everytime. I still get xanax perscribed to me but I dont use em recreationaly I just keep em for panic attacks. I do alot of other things in my free time though. I grow pot, cook (italian cuisine =] ), weight lift, and I HAVE been eating alot of choclate and sweets. Not healthy but better than heroin wouldn't you say? Thanks for the advice though, really I do appreciate it....
DEFEATED ONE! lmfao jk jk.
cut off all connections when i used to do oxies (snorted) i went to this sketch place man omfg the guy was shooting up and hes like dont shoot up i have aids needless to say i pretended to pick up my cell phoneand left without the drugs, scary shit
Sounds like my friends lol. None of thme have aids. I had a blood test a week ago and I was SO scared...shooting up for about 2 years and mad unprotected sex (never used a condom...ever)...unbelievably I'm healthy as a horse! So Im gonna try and not take my health for granted anymore.
Take it from some one that has gone thru many years of addiction,
The only cure out there for you is going to come from you...
Stick to the Bud it will not fail you
If you really want comfort gey away from all the Drama and change friends that need changed.
Lie I said before, cant smoke but I dont talk to anyone that uses anymore...just can't.
I'm really hoping that you get off this, i've read your thread. My ex boyfriend ruined our life together because of an opiate addiction. at the end he couldnt hold a job, and ended up stealing from me and others to get his drug money. My family put 3 seperate roofs over his head and supported him as he was supposed to be going through probation rehab. I know how hard it is to get off that drug, i've seen what its done to people. It literally changed him, I don't know who he is anymore. Stay strong because if you don't, your looking at the end of your life.
Thanks so much. It's the opposite for me. I used because I was and still am heart broken over a woman. When I hear stories like this it drives me nuts cause he had a good woman (a good looking one too, seeen a few photos), a good familly even if it was yours, and a roof over his head. Everything I didn't have and was the reason I used. But I made it up in my mind. Even if I dobt get the mystery woman I was talking about back, I gotta do this for me. Fuck everyon else. It's time to live life and be all I can.
Its your own fault!!! Tell me, why u started this shit in the first place ? I cannot understand it, havent we all seen where this kinds of behavior leads....You are an asshole man, just like it says on the thread headline
But still, i hope u get your act together and get over it.
Like I said before. your a fucking hypcrite. Wish me luck and call me a pussy in the same breath. Atleast be a man and choose one or the other.
Conclusion: The withdrawl symptoms are there, but not that bad as of now. It sucks cause in 2 weeks I gotta get 2 wisdom teeth taken out and wont be able to take any pain kilelrs in fear of relapse. Fucked up. I got 2 bottles of codiene right now (60mg) I havent even taken one....I was very tempted this morning but stood strong. Thanks for everyones support. Even though I don't know you guys, in a weird way I feel I do. I'll keep everyone posted.
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P.S.
Whats a good NON opiate pain killer or reliever for my teeth?
