If someone tells you to test something for yourself they are obviously not expecting you to believe it, they are expecting you to verify it. They are in fact saying 'don't believe me, here is what lead me to this conclusion, see if you believe it'. That is what propents of the big bang and evolution have to offer, and what Christians lack. You like to denounce evolution because you think doing so somehow lends credence to creationism, yet you have never taken the time to understand it. You have only taken the time to pretend to understand it, to constantly proclaim how genuine you are, without actually bothering to add substance to your criticism.
"You can try and justify all you want but you still got nothing." <-- imagine if science took this attitude. How about saying "If you justify it sufficiently then I will consider it". How can we trust such an inconsistent and backwards mind such as the one you display to come to an accurate conclusion? We have been willing to let you justify your assertions and we consider them seriously and give you a thoughtful response. You give us tricks, posturing and zero justification, in other words