ah, worrying whether god exists or not lol.
actually, if there was a god and it "took sides" and interfered in things and helped.
then there wouldnt be any free will.
would always be this giant god in the sky and these are the rules and these are the consequences (According to some religions (in others even the gods are subject to fate (and fate is just another word for "it wasnt my fault, its fate that it happened")
and then there is the question of the devil lol
try saying out loud "hey god, if you exist come and have a chat in the physical in the next 5 minutes and if you wont appear ill just take it as you dont exist or dont really give a fuck"
and as IT wont appear, then just go on and enjoy your fucking life